J Young, Ely Waves - 4 White Walls lyrics

I always knew that you would break my heart
From the start I knew I
Should've never gave my heart
Friends told me blood told me
Should've played it smart
And all them times we broke it off
We better if we stayed apart, Yeah
Shoulda listened I was young and dumb
It's kinda crazy all the things that
You would do for love
Lied to myself for a while
Now the truth has come
I'm glad to hear you movin' on, baby girl
I'm movin' up
Held me back, we held each other back
The bad times were like a cycle
But the good I fell in love with that
I always wanted to be stuck with that
But you just left my life
When it's convenient for you
Then come runnin back, fuck that
I'm done with that
I don't got the time for it
I just wanted you
And you just try to make me drown for it
After all the pain you caused I
Always held it down for you
Couldn't do the same, so tell me
Who's the one to blame, Huh
When the nightfalls and the lights off
All alone it's no one I call
Around them white walls
I just drown in my thoughts over again
I'm so lost
When the nightfalls and the lights off
All alone it's no one I call
Around them white walls
I just drown in my thoughts over again
I'm so lost

Cross my heart and hope to live
Realized I don't wanna die
Since 2016, when we lost homie
On a drunken drive
He warned me bout the demons that
Will lurk into your life
Through the shadows of your dreams and suck
You up then leave you dry
He told me from the heavens
But I didn't listen
Went against my intuition built the
Frame work of a vision
That just wasn't realistic
I was broken to you
Deep incisions from the scars that
I reopened they're new
I always told you but you didn't get it
So my attention was on mute
When it's all about you, and
It's not about me
Girl it's was all about us
But I could never trust you
So I don't know what
What the fuck that you want? I
Got none left to give
Whether dawn or it's dusk
I just give and I give
And it turned into what?
It's turned into what
It turned into nothing, just emptiness
Stare at my wall, thinking maybe I'm done

When the nightfalls and the lights off
All alone it's no one I call
Around them white walls
I just drown in my thoughts over again
I'm so lost
When the nightfalls and the lights off
All alone it's no one I call
Around them white walls
I just drown in my thoughts over again
I'm so lost