Jahmaiki, Nathalie - Conflicts of My Soul lyrics

So many games been played
Who said I was playing?
Forgiveness for you're ways
I was acting out of shade
Never seen through your vision

Low key hate the fact
You tried with someone else
Got me sitting here doubting my self
What's the reasons why?
Please don't tell a lie
I just wanna know we're we fell

(I wanna break this down)

You been feeling some way
Been minding my business
When we don't talk for some days
I've been getting closer to me
Cause only me knows my self

If I didn't know me
Then I really need some help
It's the conscious of my mind
When I should know my wealth

We could all use that
Even wit some independence
Getting paid so I pray that I love attention
Conflicts of my soul wanna chill
And not worry and be living my dreams before
The age of 30

Quickness in time I was 4
And I'm now this age blink of an eye
I'm already in a new stage wondering why
So many things had to change
Never really thought
Anything could change you

I can not define what's been on my mind
I've been thinking like all night long

Maybe this the time that I go and find
All the pieces I thought was wrong

Guess I've had enough
Of what I've seemed to found
I just want to get far away

Conflicts of my conflicts of my soul

Yeah you right
I know things can get difficult with me
But that don't stop the feelings
That no one else can see

Cause, I've been dealing with these issues
They don't get me like you do
Got some questions on my mind
That I've been meaning to ask you

Does that feeling that I give you
Still linger deep inside
I just got to know the answer
I'm I even worth your time?

These are conflicts of my soul
We got em both this could be a sign
That we need to let go

I can not define what's been on my mind
I've been thinking like all night long

Maybe this the time that I go and find
All the pieces I thought was wrong

Guess I've had enough
Of what I've seemed to found
I just want to get far away

Conflicts of my conflicts of my soul