Jarren Benton - Heart Attack lyrics

I sit with this broken heart
Like why did you leave me bitch
With a bottle of painpills
I swear this ain't easy bitch
I though we would ride together
You and me we would die together
Walk through the bowels of hell
Like fuck it we'll fry together
You walked out and left me here
Along with a fist full of tears
I drowned in my sorrow
I can't believe i wasted this many years
You didn’t have the decency to
Tell me you leavin
You left a note on the dresser
Oh, what the fuck, this bitch cheatin'
You left me for him?
Ho that's a good enough reason for me
To come and kill both of you
Guess it's back to this grieving
It's back to these nightmares
It’s back to not sleepin'
It's back to me tearing this
Fucking house up and screaming
I remember you cutting yourself
With razors and bleeding
And you told me my love was
The only reason you're breathing
I was always right there for you
I thought I was special too
What happened to us? Bitch
I'm killing whats left of you bitch!

Yeah, and you said that you would die for me
Just another love story
And i swear the pain hurts so bad
Feel like I had a heart attack heart attack
Heart attack you ripped my fucking heart and
It ain't no facing that heart attack
Heart attack i’ll never love again
It ain’t no turnin' back

I'm turning to Lucifer
I swear I ain't thinking right
I'm drinking again
I'm parked by your house at night
I see that you're happy with him
You know it's just eating me
The thought of you fucking him makes me sick
It repeatedly, plays in my brain
It drives me insane
And of course when it rains I
Try to block out the pain
But fuck I just can't, get over this bitch
I think I need help
I can't get over this shit
So I muster the courage to come
And knock at your door
The closer I get I feel my
Heart fall to the floor
You open it up, you look in my eyes
It's been a whole month, bitch
Oh you look so surprised
And I get this feeling of so much rage
And i grab her right by the face
And she’s screamin I’m erkin, cursin
I hate you bitch
We both spewin hatred, shit
I know i should leave
But a part of me ain't satisfied
Until i see her bleed
She's screaming for help
As I squeeze on her neck
You owe me this explanation for
Me and you separating
That shit was so devastating
I feel her soul levitating
The sound of her suffocating
She's dying from strangulation
So cold and so dark, til death do us apart
God dammit I love you
Look at me falling apart
This pain is so deep
And it bites like a shark
I stick you right where you hurt me
And put this blade through her heart
And she's out!