Jarren Benton, Oncue, Big Rube - Scared lyrics

I'm scared, I'm scared of living
I'm scared of dying
I'm scared of falling, I'm scared of
Flying, I'm scared of failure
I'm scared of trying
I'm scared, I'm scared of losing my kids
Suppressing all of my emotions
Scared I might flip and lose my bread
Nigga, I'm scared
I'm scared this drinking might take control
Becoming so co-dependent, losing my soul
Just thought that I should let you know that
I'm scared
I'm scared of turning out like my daddy
Don't harbor no hard feelings
He may've made mistakes
But still glad the nigga had me i'm scared
I'm scared my grandma gon' pass away
Any day could be her last
I tell her stay strong and
Fuck what the doctors say


I'm scared, I'm scared that God don't exist
I'm scared of that dark place I used
Reside when I ain't had shit
Nigga I'm scared that me and my
Mom will never get close
Success can be so scary especially when
Failure's all that I know
I'm scared that my wife gon'
End up leaving me
'Cause, I get shut down so easily
Now I can see why you don't believe in me
'Cause, I'm scared

I've been livin' like a stranger
In my own head lately
Running out of gas, now go ahead and take me
Look at this monster
Yeah this is what you make me
So I scream from the top of my lungs
Top of my lungs
'Cause, I can barely breathe no more air
I can barely, I can barely breathe, no more

I'm scared
But ain't scared of none of y'all fuck niggas
I'm scared of gettin' my heart broken
I'm sorry that's why I don't fuck wit' ya
I'm scared of love, I'm scared of
Pain, I'm scared of music
I'm scared of fame i'm scared of fucking up
My kids psychologically, now who's to blame?
I'm scared I might die alone
Some days I might cry alone
I walk along these empty roads
Scared I might not make it back home
I'm scared I might lose another friend
I'm scared struggle and sufferin'
I'm scared of my insecurities
But they always there like
I'm stuck with them
I'm scared to die over nuttin
I'm scared to stand up for su'in
I'm scared of what you might think of me
I find comfort using this substance
At night I'm scared to go to sleep
'cause I don't wanna have another nightmare
I'm scared if everything fell apart and I
Was hurt you wouldn't be right there
And I'm scared, Lord help me overcome fears
It's sunshine after tears
I've been afraid for so many years
And I apologise for anything I've done and
Pray hard to family and peers
But, I'm a fuckin' man and I'll be goddamed
If I'ma drown in all of these fears
Nigga who's scared?

I've been livin' like a stranger
In my own head lately
Running out of gas, now go ahead and take me
Look at this monster
Yeah this is what you make me
So I scream from the top of my lungs
Top of my lungs
'Cause, I can barely breathe no more air
I can barely, I can barely breathe, no more

I'm petrified
I don't like this feeling, gotta rectify it
This fight or flight like open mics
When safety's off and I'm next to fire
Livin' scared's livin' dead
Fuck being pathetic, i remain kinetic
Steady move forward while trending up
But greater heights mean harder falls
Ain't gotta run down no waterfalls
Tryna master fear when you hear the call
Overstand above two-step it up
We can break the bank
With these bouncing heads
If you say you can't you
Already lost to depressing thoughts
It'll drive a wedge between you and success
Don't see you're blessed
How can you count what you can't percieve?
Fear and loathing's just evil clothing
Our core is good, but we don't believe
We deserve the best and I serve the best
By giving you what we can't retrieve
This life we live is a precious
Fight, don't take the punches
Gotta bob and weave
Bodies can bust but the mind will snap if
We fall into their traps kill our belief

I've been livin' like a stranger
In my own head lately
Running out of gas, now go ahead and take me
Look at this monster
Yeah this is what you make me
So I scream from the top of my lungs
Top of my lungs
'Cause, I can barely breathe no more air
I can barely, I can barely breathe, no more