Jarren Benton - I Deserve It lyrics
[Jarren Benton - I Deserve It lyrics]
Ayy, Kato
These sucker ass niggas think I'm the
Nigga to fuck with me
They think they know me, man
These motherfuckers think they know me, Kato!
You have no idea
Tried suicide once
Didn't have the balls to go all the way
Thought a bottle of pain pills will
Take all my hurt away
I was so in depression and all
This pain was gon’ murder me
I’m still standin’, bitch, go tell the
Fuck niggas come murder me, yeah
Born and raised on the Eastside
Ho, dad ran out, where the hell he go?
Young dumb ass nigga doing stupid ass shit
What the fuck I know?
Mama like "Boy, better get it together, here
Read the Bibe-biti-biti-bibe-biti-biti-bible"
In one ear and out the
Other that’s how she sound
In the back of my dome
Hit a half of pound in the
Back of her home, "Goddamn, boy
What the fuck goin' on?"
I’m sorry, mom, I ain’t built like that
But I’m so stressed out and I feel so alone
Got a little girl
All the way broke as fuck and I
Still live in my grandma’s house
So my girlfriend thinks I’m a
Loser, bitch, I’m tryin’, goddamn
What’s that about? Fuck it
(Fuck it, fuck it) I feel like givin’ up
I cannot play the cards that God has dealt
I feel like that’s enough
So I dig deep down inside to find
A strength for me to buck up
What don’t kill me make me stronger
Now it’s time to get the fuck up
Ki-ki-killin’ everything
I’m on that murder shit
I wake up every day like that’s
The only thing my purpose is (Ha)
All the pain I felt, guess it was worth it
Then so when a nigga make it to the top
I deserve this shit i deserve this shit
(I deserve this shit) I deserve that
Shit (I deserve this shit)
If a hater lose his life tonight
He deserve that shit (He deserve this shit)
I deserve this shit
(I deserve this shit) we deserve this
Shit (We deserve this shit)
We so fuckin’ bitch, we deserve that shit
All I do is
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is
(Kill, kill, kill)
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is
(Kill, kill, kill)
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is
Murder, murder, murder, murder, murder
Murder
I’ma kill everything in sight
(yeah) I was put here to murk your life (Ha)
Murder mics, I’m a demon that cursed tonight
(yeah)
Put my heart on this paper and scribble
Pain like it hurts to write
This a spartan, decapitate motherfuckers
The first to fight (Ha)
First to swing a sword at
Hoes, loan that rope, my heart so cold
Fuck, I gave like throw my souls
This rap shit is like all I know
Been patienly waitin’ to flow
I feel I can’t take anymore
I drown in my misery
This depression is breakin’ me slow
Fuck it, gotta get up and fight
Can no motherfucker here hold me down
I’ma show these clowns, where the fuck
Is my crown, click-click blah
I’ma blow these rounds
Go so hard, we deserve this shit
Back then I was so worthless, bitch
Can’t walk one fuckin’ mile in my shoes
Y'all pussy ass niggas better suck my dick
Yeah, I’m tryna upgrade on my cashflow
I’m kickin’ down the door so what the
Fuck you think this mask for?
Hope you die a slow then
Come back a faggot’s asshole
K Kato on the track, so niggas
Know I’m ‘bout to spaz, ho
Ki-ki-killin’ everything
I’m on that murder shit
I wake up every day like that’s
The only thing my purpose is (Ha)
All the pain I felt, guess it was worth it
Then so when a nigga make it to the top
I deserve this shit i deserve this shit
(I deserve this shit) I deserve that
Shit (I deserve this shit)
If a hater lose his life tonight
He deserve that shit (He deserve this shit)
I deserve this shit
(I deserve this shit) we deserve this
Shit (We deserve this shit)
We so fuckin’ bitch, we deserve that shit
(Ha)
All I do is
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is
(Kill, kill, kill)
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is
(Kill, kill, kill)
Kill shit, kill shit, kill shit, all I do is
Murder, murder, murder, murder, murder
Murder