Jarren Benton, Sareena Dominguez - Mental Issues lyrics
[Jarren Benton, Sareena Dominguez - Mental Issues lyrics]
I got issues i gotta get through
They're gonna miss you when you're gone
I need a life line waiting on my sign
I'm doing my time, here we go
Will I take your breath away
Or will I take my last today? I got issues
I feel like everything is just falling apart
I don't feel the love so I question my heart
They only show you love when
You're blessed in the charts
They left me out to drown
So I wrestle with sharks
I thought some of you niggas was friends
When they think your buzz is gone
Them niggas dip in the wind
I got news pussy niggas, Benton in it to win
As soon as you bounce back
They right back with you again fuck em'
I fucked my marriage up a couple days ago
She deserved better I got ways to go
And why do I feel so numb
The pain should make you grow
More antidepressants to chase 'em
Down your throat uh
These fucking doctors trippin'
They give you cliche advice
To offer you prescriptions
I try to hide the hurt like
They can't see a fucking difference
Avoid all of my friends so they
Can't see a nigga slipping, uh
Stuck in a bed like fuck life
Sleep the day away
I don't wanna get up, right
Unattended to my kids
No energy to throw the ball
Like I don't wanna live
God I'm trippin' I see
That I'm fucking blessed
Anxiety and fear feel it beat
In my fucking chest
I know it's just the sickness that's
Seeped in my fucking flesh
Tho we ashamed to face it
Defeated by fucking stress
I got issues i gotta get through
They're gonna miss you when you're gone
I need a life line waiting on my sign
I'm doing my time will it ever come
Will I take your breath away
Or will I take my last today? I got issues
Thousands of fans you think that
I should feel something
But, I focus on the negative
I don't feel nothing like
Damn I'm supposed to be at the top
Maybe they think I fucking suck and
That's the reason I'm not
Ay what these other niggas got that
Put them up on the spot?
I keep getting overlooked I fear
That I'll never pop
Maybe they'll give me props on
The day that I rot
Never get the rose until your
Body dripping in crops damn
I'm sick of hearing I'm underrated
I hope the people spread the word
I appreciate it that's love
But to be honest with you I'm suffering
My demons taunt me everyday I feel
Like I'm stuck with them, uh
I understand why SwizZz rarely put out music
Cause he suffered with it too
Leaves your confidence ruined feeling empty
Too pussy to die pray you don't tempt me
Bottle of vodka I rarely fuck with the henney
I'm living lower than my expectations
No celebration death got a reservation
I pray that I find the courage
To ask somebody for help
Scared to let you see my weakness
Suppressing ways that I felt
Just know that you're not alone
That's why I'm writing this song
I feel it like you feel it
Just find a way to move on
Some days I feel like I'm living in Hell
Gotta find a cure for this mental health
I got issues i gotta get through
They're gonna miss you when you're gone
I need a life line waiting on my sign
I'm doing my time, will it ever come
Will I take your breath away
Or will I take my last today? I got issues
They're gonna miss you when you're gone
I need a life line waiting on my sign
I'm doing my time, here we go
Will I take your breath away
Or will I take my last today? I got issues
I feel like everything is just falling apart
I don't feel the love so I question my heart
They only show you love when
You're blessed in the charts
They left me out to drown
So I wrestle with sharks
I thought some of you niggas was friends
When they think your buzz is gone
Them niggas dip in the wind
I got news pussy niggas, Benton in it to win
As soon as you bounce back
They right back with you again fuck em'
I fucked my marriage up a couple days ago
She deserved better I got ways to go
And why do I feel so numb
The pain should make you grow
More antidepressants to chase 'em
Down your throat uh
These fucking doctors trippin'
They give you cliche advice
To offer you prescriptions
I try to hide the hurt like
They can't see a fucking difference
Avoid all of my friends so they
Can't see a nigga slipping, uh
Stuck in a bed like fuck life
Sleep the day away
I don't wanna get up, right
Unattended to my kids
No energy to throw the ball
Like I don't wanna live
God I'm trippin' I see
That I'm fucking blessed
Anxiety and fear feel it beat
In my fucking chest
I know it's just the sickness that's
Seeped in my fucking flesh
Tho we ashamed to face it
Defeated by fucking stress
I got issues i gotta get through
They're gonna miss you when you're gone
I need a life line waiting on my sign
I'm doing my time will it ever come
Will I take your breath away
Or will I take my last today? I got issues
Thousands of fans you think that
I should feel something
But, I focus on the negative
I don't feel nothing like
Damn I'm supposed to be at the top
Maybe they think I fucking suck and
That's the reason I'm not
Ay what these other niggas got that
Put them up on the spot?
I keep getting overlooked I fear
That I'll never pop
Maybe they'll give me props on
The day that I rot
Never get the rose until your
Body dripping in crops damn
I'm sick of hearing I'm underrated
I hope the people spread the word
I appreciate it that's love
But to be honest with you I'm suffering
My demons taunt me everyday I feel
Like I'm stuck with them, uh
I understand why SwizZz rarely put out music
Cause he suffered with it too
Leaves your confidence ruined feeling empty
Too pussy to die pray you don't tempt me
Bottle of vodka I rarely fuck with the henney
I'm living lower than my expectations
No celebration death got a reservation
I pray that I find the courage
To ask somebody for help
Scared to let you see my weakness
Suppressing ways that I felt
Just know that you're not alone
That's why I'm writing this song
I feel it like you feel it
Just find a way to move on
Some days I feel like I'm living in Hell
Gotta find a cure for this mental health
I got issues i gotta get through
They're gonna miss you when you're gone
I need a life line waiting on my sign
I'm doing my time, will it ever come
Will I take your breath away
Or will I take my last today? I got issues