Jas (US) - Long Days lyrics

It's been a long day, soon as I get home
Stumble through the door trying to
Take off my coat start to undress
Put on some different clothes
Crash on my couch with my eyes wide closed
And relax maybe check my Twitter
See who's either partying or
Being a baby sitter the designated driver
I didn't think that fit her
See who's loving life or just
Being a fucking quitter
Damn I'm sick of it
Escape the stress and just chill
Watch some TV and get some
Food that will fill my tummy full of yummy
Motherfucker get a clue
I start to relax, and everything spills damn
I can't believe my fucking luck
All I really want to do is, never give a fuck
Block out the world with my
Eyes and ears shut
And get away from stress but I
Think I might be stuck
And now I'm calm and composed
I keep shit bottled up so
Long it eventually explodes
I'll never get past it all
By eating Rocky Road
Or coke through my nose
No only weed from a bowl
I smoke up this pot
And forget about these thoughts
Block my whole mind behind a
Haze of white box
Keep escaping shit until the
Devil comes and knocks on my door
I'll trade my soul and
About everything I got
God I'll trade it all just
To change this routine i feel I'm in Hell
But I'm clearly stuck between
All that's left to do is
I guess go to sleep
And I hope I can dream of a way to find peace

One night I had a dream
I'd been following a stream
In the middle of the night the
Only thing that could be seen
Was the smile on your face
Bringing light into the dark
Like you filled my life with light
But you lack me in your heart
I was moving away from you
Slowly drifting out of focus
Having you in my life was
Starting to seem hopeless
And then I drifted through a door
The door remained open
The stream had disappeared
But the darkness was not broken
Demons lurked around me
As the happiness was floated above my head
I couldn't reach it
The only thing I was hoping for
Was you to walk right through that door
With a heart that was wide open
But dreams are just so
Our minds can keep coping with reality
See actually it made me see how lonely
I really am in real life
Cold and self-loathing
As I noticed this I woke up
And glanced at my watch
And noticed something different
All time had stopped as I got up out of bed
My world twisted and it skewed
The colors started flashing going
Through different hues
Then it was all white
And in the distance was a light
I started to back up but it
Got closer in my sight
And then it just vanished
It was dark as the night
Then I woke up screaming with
No reason for the fright
After a stress-filled day
And a dream-filled night
I really got to thinking about
What I want in life