Jaythakidd - Dear heartbreak lyrics

You know you got me out my element
I'm sorry for this heartbreak
Blame myself for everything
I put myself through heartache
I gave myself again and now I’m
Lost within this dark place
Rest yourself assure I'll never love
Again for hearts sake
Fuck a million times to fix
The feeling of my emptiness
Dreamt of happiness when you was here
So no more feeling it
That's why I do not sleep
Cause now I only dream of brokenness
Were my only cope
So now I only cope with hopelessness

Gone, lost in my mind playing songs
Sad music on repeat and you
Can bet I sing along
You was wrong nah, fuck it I was wrong
Should’ve never let a broken
Angel hurt me afterall

But girl I understand yo mental though
You just really want to be alone
You've been dealing with more problems for
A long minute so you letting go
And more stress keeps getting tough
At this point you done had enough
So you letting go of burden to you even if
It's hurting you cause everything's
Been adding up

This shit hit real deep i
Won't lie to you though
I said I'm done starting over but
I tried with you though
You were my only lacking comfort
I was lacking that cope but great toasts
Props to you hung my heart with a rope
You were my last hope
That's what part of me knows
So if I ever got you back
There would be no letting go
Not a soul deserves you're heart
Even if it was broke
I’ve been the only person tryna pick
It up off the floor
And that cuts real deep i’ve been
Hurt so it's blood shed
I’ve been by your side
While your pops was on his death bed
I've been showing feelings
I understand we just friends
Still not close enough
Even if we call it best friends
Girl I love you, all these hoes want me
I can't put a bitch above you
All these niggas want you
They won't love you how I love you
And even through it all
I would open up and trust

But you gotta feel my mental though
I’ve been tryna love you on the low
I've been tryna give you what you want
Hope you take it but I think you won't
Now I gotta deal with brokenness
I hope one day I can grow from this
I hope one day I can love you
I hope one day i can trust you
Ion really wanna feel again

Gone, lost in my mind playing songs
Sad music on repeat and you
Can bet I sing along
You was wrong nah, fuck it I was wrong
Should've never let a broken
Angel hurt me afterall

Let me show you, give you reasons
Problems had occurred
Make it up bout any weekend
Beat the pussy up, I make you scream
Yo pussy leaking girl don't move a muscle
Grab yo body get to squeezing
Deeply tryna feel you
And I whisper in yo ear want you by my side
Girl don't ever disappear
Deep conversations everything has been a fear
Even when I'm gone let me
Know and I'll appear