Jdjd - Nineteenism lyrics

Brain freeze when you kiss me
I feel everything but empty, for once
Feel my bones crush when you hit me
Key bumps fix me I’ll be good
What will I take to feel okay tonight?
Another day to not be dead inside
I’ll just scream at you to feel alright
At the expense of your brain

I never knew what I was looking
For to tell the truth
I never knew if I was ever gon' get over you
I’m falling in doing stupid shit
That I shouldn't do
They talk behind my back I
Hope it’s all the truth
Draft pick for 21, it's up and done
I hold my cards and put 'em down
Face 'em up
I planned to go out at 19 then I fell in love
I thought that you were just like me
I was fucking wrong
Hide under my bed because the
Mentors in my room
I got my pills, I got your hand
I’m in the spot because I’m rude to everyone
That comes my way
I wished my problems go away
I wish I never begged for you
To stick around and stay


Brain freeze when you kiss me
I feel everything but empty, for once
Feel my bones crush when you hit me
Key bumps fix me I’ll be good
What will I take to feel okay tonight?
Another day to not be dead inside
I’ll just scream at you to feel alright
At the expense of your brain

Who are you looking for when
You crane your head around?
Boy of your dreams has just walked out
Now will you say something
Or let yourself down?
So approachable when the dead around
So just you run or hide
Your face cause there's
No running it's too late for both of us
Oh, here they come get to hiding, hiding
You knew what you were looking for
When you looked at me
Then you found out that I
Wasn't what you were
Looking for then why'd you keep me around?