Jenny Hval - I Called lyrics

I called you, but only in my mind
What I really did was to
Undress not the body but me and you
Word by word 'til we almost touched, touched

I wanted to say everything
But instead I gave up writing
I gave up sublimation i gave up trying
But, I promise you that I didn't give in
I didn't give in i didn't give in
I just give

So everything cut and flickered
And ever feel a pillow, a seat, Foucault
A tampon? Yes
Is there a difference that you're so like you

Desire, can you fragment?
It's like a sentence, hidden, broken down
Into letters i send you those letters
L-O-V-E they are little prisms on your lip
Oh, I'm so in love
Oh, I'm so endlessly in love

I am a sugar-giver (Lights open and close)
(Like a clam, you know?) i am a sugar-giver

I am so in love
Oh, I'm so helplessly in L-O-V-E