Nu Breed, Jesse Howard - Thats OK lyrics

I've been spending all this time
Tryna pick up all the pieces
Tryna walk a line and fight away all my demons
So if you stick around, so maybe you can see
One day I might make you proud
Right now you don't believe me
That's ok, (that's ok)
I probably burn every bridge along the way
But that's ok (that's ok)
Cause I'm still standing here today

And the lord knows I'm a changed man
Still broke from hells flame
Many night's I a laid awake
Overdosing on pure pain
Heartbreak and a side of pills
Whiskey bottle's still call my name
Now and then like an old friend
Lost some place against the grain
The hand's of time still ticking
The winds of life keep going by
I feel that cold winter breeze
That let's me know I'm still alive
And I can't lie, I've been hurt bad
I told myself don't turn back
Gotta go and find what I'm searching for
God knows I deserve that
And sometimes I still dream
Wake up in a pool of sweat
That sun shining through the blinds
Just in time for the sunset
Still finding good in all the bad
But all the good ain't come yet
I take a look into my daughters eye's
It lets me know I ain't done yet
I've running blind through the darkness (yeah)
Did some time on some charge's (yeah)
Over time became heartless
But I'm still gonna shine regardless (c'mon)
And if you ever doubted me
Well that's ok just wait and see
Cause I haven't met one single person
That could ever doubt me as much as me

I've been spending all this time
Tryna pick up all the pieces
Tryna walk a line and fight away all my demons
So if you stick around, so maybe you can see
One day I might make you proud
Right now you don't believe me
That's ok, (that's ok)
I probably burn every bridge along the way
But that's ok (that's ok)
Cause I'm still standing here today

I felt the hand of god in my darkest hour
Heard the devil whisper death
I've tortured by insecurities
Had my heart ripped right out of my chest
I swallowed my pride, many times
That bitter taste, is all that's left
My pillow case has witnessed hell
From all this pain that's inside my head
I've seen good men, die young
Momma's cry for lost son's
A young lady she's nine months
And the baby's daddy strung out on drug's
Seen my people get locked up
And who knows when they comin' home
All the closest one's I ever loved
Gotta read their name on a tombstone
But now a day's, when I go to sleep
I wake up in a better place
That sun shining through my blinds
Thank you god for heavens sake
My daughters face looking back at me
Baby Girl, daddy's faith
I'm here for you and momma too
Everyone I love, we gonna be okay
I made it home before the sunset
That pool of seat done dried away
I could've cried a million time's
Enough tears for a tidal wave
But I told you, I ain't done yet
And I still got no time to waste
Everyday we wake up
We about to see some brighter days

I've been spending all this time
Tryna pick up all the pieces
Tryna walk a line and fight away all my demons
So if you stick around, so maybe you can see
One day I might make you proud
Right now you don't believe me
That's ok, (that's ok)
I probably burn every bridge along the way
But that's ok (that's ok)
Cause I'm still standing here today

And I don't have (don't have)
Nothing left to prove
I've served my time (served my time)
And paid my dues (my dues)
And I don't have (don't have)
Nothing left to prove
I've served my time (served my time)
And paid my dues (my dues)
That's okay (that's okay)
I probably burn every bridge along the way
But that's ok (that's ok)
Cause I'm still standing here today