Jessica Sligter, Jenny Hval - A Sense of Growth lyrics

Well, now, there was a time when
I claim the top of the end such was the 
That I'd take it upon myself
To share this little inconvenience
And come out clean

But, I found myself tainted and appropriated
Stunned, I gave up all claims

And I, oh i'm a fluster
And I've lived my little dream
And I've never looked back and tried
To look beyond, identity the end
I'm mourning all the time
Those walls and floors I've walked hold on to
A space I'll never revisit

And I lost a sense of growth i lost a wonder
I lost a dive into the wild
I'll never regain that self

But, I found myself tainted and appropriated
Stunned, I gave up all claims

And I