Jessie Paege - middle name lyrics

Friends are like tokens I switch out at the arcade
My dad calls me messy jessie, my title’s here to stay
Scream i’m the victim while setting up the game
Send hate your way the second you don’t call me babe

Fck a stranger born in a different decade
Preach love yourself, while I hurt myself today
Don’t let them get close, love from far away
I hate that I enjoyed watching my body decay

I chase pain
I chase pain
Born with it like it's my middle name
I chase pain

My whole career was built on impulse
Never learned the meaning of the word repercussion
Parents never cared to give me time out
Never learned how to control my own mouth

Fck a stranger born in a different decade


Preach love yourself, while I hurt myself today
Don’t let them get close, love from far away
I hate that I enjoyed watching my body decay

I chase pain
I chase pain
Born with it like it's my middle name
Middle name
Middle name

Can't believe I made it to 24
Thank god I stayed away from the bottle
When I walk I burn bridges
So I run unforgiven
I was never anybody's role model
I was never anybody's role model

Oh I chase pain
I chase pain
I chase pain
Pray for the ones that never got away
I chase pain
Pray for the ones that decide to stay

I don't know what do
I don't know what to do I keep failing