Jillian Rossi - 18 lyrics
[Jillian Rossi - 18 lyrics]
You were going out to bars driving nice cars
I was on Mars thinking you were mine
Every single weekend I would pretend
I was like you dressing up to the nines
And we'd go out to the restaurant
Where people knew your name
You're picture's on the wall it's
Like you're in the hall of fame
You loved attention but never mentioned me
Sometimes I wonder why
You still keep me up at night
Then I think of how I cried
And it gets to me so
Yeah, I'm in my 20's
Saying fuck you and your city
On a green line T
Middle finger up to every fancy street
Where the buildings scream your name
Cause back when I was 18
You were acting like you loved me
In a matte black jeep
Only for a moment then rejected me
So I do these crazy things to give peace
To eighteen year old me
Oh she deserved better she deserved better
She deserved better
You were in and out of town
Then you'd want me back around
Every single time I stayed
Spending every weekend off the deep-end
Never knowing if you're gonna walk away
And you'd show up at the party
You knew I was going to
There was no going out
'Less I was going out with you
You'd tell me that you love me
And there was nobody else
Just so you could have me to yourself
Yeah, I'm in my 20's
Saying fuck you and your city
On a green line T
Middle finger up to every fancy street
Where the buildings scream your name
Cause back when I was 18
You were acting like you loved me
In a matte black jeep
Only for a moment then rejected me
So I do these crazy things to give peace
To eighteen year old me
You didn't care how you hurt me
Mr Twisting your words, please, I deserved
I deserved better
Than being lost in confusion
In a game I was losing I deserved
I deserved better so can you blame me?
For being in my 20's
Saying fuck you and your city
On a green line T
Middle finger up to every fancy street
Where the buildings scream your name
Cause back when I was 18
You were acting like you loved me
In a matte black jeep
Only for a moment then rejected me
So I do these crazy things to give peace
To eighteen year old me
Yeah, she deserved better
She deserved better she deserved better
Eighteen year old me
Yeah, she deserved better
She deserved better she deserved better
Eighteen year old me
I was on Mars thinking you were mine
Every single weekend I would pretend
I was like you dressing up to the nines
And we'd go out to the restaurant
Where people knew your name
You're picture's on the wall it's
Like you're in the hall of fame
You loved attention but never mentioned me
Sometimes I wonder why
You still keep me up at night
Then I think of how I cried
And it gets to me so
Yeah, I'm in my 20's
Saying fuck you and your city
On a green line T
Middle finger up to every fancy street
Where the buildings scream your name
Cause back when I was 18
You were acting like you loved me
In a matte black jeep
Only for a moment then rejected me
So I do these crazy things to give peace
To eighteen year old me
Oh she deserved better she deserved better
She deserved better
You were in and out of town
Then you'd want me back around
Every single time I stayed
Spending every weekend off the deep-end
Never knowing if you're gonna walk away
And you'd show up at the party
You knew I was going to
There was no going out
'Less I was going out with you
You'd tell me that you love me
And there was nobody else
Just so you could have me to yourself
Yeah, I'm in my 20's
Saying fuck you and your city
On a green line T
Middle finger up to every fancy street
Where the buildings scream your name
Cause back when I was 18
You were acting like you loved me
In a matte black jeep
Only for a moment then rejected me
So I do these crazy things to give peace
To eighteen year old me
You didn't care how you hurt me
Mr Twisting your words, please, I deserved
I deserved better
Than being lost in confusion
In a game I was losing I deserved
I deserved better so can you blame me?
For being in my 20's
Saying fuck you and your city
On a green line T
Middle finger up to every fancy street
Where the buildings scream your name
Cause back when I was 18
You were acting like you loved me
In a matte black jeep
Only for a moment then rejected me
So I do these crazy things to give peace
To eighteen year old me
Yeah, she deserved better
She deserved better she deserved better
Eighteen year old me
Yeah, she deserved better
She deserved better she deserved better
Eighteen year old me