Jimi Tents, Saba - Below The Surface lyrics

Roll up out my slumber roll up Doja
Breathe another breath
Shower, shit and shave
Pick up my phone and hear another death
Terrence died half the family cried
Who I'm gon protect? Half the time I'm
Pseudo suicidal sulk cause I'm depressed

I'm on the brink of my success
Half the time I grin and bear
I wear my soul around my neck
Scarfed and harnessed by this awful garment
That I've grown to hate but love is love
And love is me
I love it when it's more at stake
Its on the line
Time don't wait for mines or yours
Im tired of poor I'm tired of broke
I got a taste of private jets
And giant tours on my accord
I'm focused ain't been driven in a minute
I'm chauffeuring but, I'm working
Ain't been timid in a minute who I'm kidding

Shit I'm nervous below the surface
(Below it, low lit) below the surface
(Below it, Low it) shit I'm hurting
Below the surface (Below The)
Below the surface below you serpents uh

(Below the surface, Below the surface)
(Day before)

Grandma made your plate we played 2K
That's just the day before
Numb just at the thought of Walt
I got that call, yo cousin gone
Smile from cheek to cheek
I'm acting normal like ain't nothing wrong
Woke up out my slumber
To a phone number I ain't ignore
It's yo cousin, he ain't last
No ambulance, police report
Know I got these spirit's now surround me
Like a ouigi board shit hit like a meteor
Still sad cause he can't see me soar
Still mourning bout Kobe death
He only want see me tour
Broken while I'm broke
A double negative, like neither nor
I never signed
Or placed initial on that line
Like leader boards, what we've endured
Can shut another nigga down like demonoid
My demons dead
A lot of my friends dreams is dead
We keeping on but shit I'm hurt

Below the surface (Below it, low lit)
Below the surface (Below it, Low it)
Shit I'm hurting below the surface
(Below it, Low it) below the surface
Below you serpents uh