JJ Kim - Honest. lyrics

"I love you" laughs
"I don't, I don't believe you"

Am I worth this? Scratch the surface
Am I honest? You deserve a

I wanna trust you but, I can't trust myself
So don't tell me that you love me
'Cuz you know I need some help
When you whisper, I hear lies
Got a wall up for my sake just in case
Imma fall in love and I got no escape

'Cause to you 3 words 8 letters, is:
I love you to me:
It hurts but, I'm jealous when I love you
It's so scary to admit
But, I know that I'm not well
I'm not talking about you
It's about my mental health

Am I worth this? Scratch the surface
Am I honest? You deserve a
Am I nervous? Scratch the surface
If I'm honest you deserve a

Baby i'm afraid to fall in love
Because I've given all I could before
It still wasn't enough she said "I love you"
One too many times it's hard for me to see
If I say it back
I'm losing all my privileges so leave

Am I worth this? Scratch the surface
Am I honest? You deserve a

A feeling not a person with remorse
And I promise if you love me
You won't ever feel I'm yours
'Cuz I'm occupied by things inside
That make it fuckin' hard
To appreciate your everything
And that just breaks my heart 'Cause
You deserve to be happy when I can't
And if I take you for myself
Then I deprive you of the chance
It's ironic if you leave me
How I'm gonna end up sad
But, if you're with me and unhappy
That's a pain that I can't have

Am I worth this? Scratch the surface
Am I honest? You deserve a

Am I nervous? Scratch the surface
If I'm honest you deserve a

Am I worth this? Scratch the surface
Am I honest? You deserve a