Joe Budden, Royce da 5'9", Kobe - All In My Head lyrics

[Joe Budden, Royce da 5'9", Kobe - All In My Head lyrics]

Quarter on the loose loose Quarter
Few questions I ask myself

Maybe it started with Slaughterhouse
Or was it tour life?
Maybe it wouldn’t had started at all
If I had your life maybe it was needed
Or was I thinkin' immorally?
If I wasn’t myself
Could I say I gave the fans all of me?
Can’t decide if I’m more ashamed of
What they saw of me
Than I am of ignorin' all the
Lessons that was taught to me
Headed up field but couldn’t
Dodge the last tackler
How could a forward thinker
Move so ass backwards?
How could a dude with no regrets at all
Willin' to bet it all
Not realize that quicker demise? How
Could I neglect it all? I’m so seasonal
Some of y'all knew I'd spring back
With a heart this cold
How'd y'all think I’d be receptive to fall?
I’m plenty comfortable when danger’s around
And even more so when strangers around
And the bigger picture is sicker
Don't know my triggers or know
The alarm it forces don't know a nigga
Don't know my bouts with drugs and
Liquor or the harm it causes
Life or death, I tried to lynch myself
Thought I could keep it all a secret
I convinced myself
But really, the folk that loved me
They could tell I was locin'
I couldn’t see 'em cry me a river
'cause it fell in the ocean
Numb to my words now, maybe felt I was open
I cut so many people loose
Do I need help with devotion?
That’s just some of the things I
Ask my Lord and Savior
And when He calls for me
Will He have done us all a favor?

How did I make it here? Who are y'all?
I feel so lost now I’m not seein' it clear
Is it my fault? It’s all in my head

I’m lookin' around like this
Can’t be happenin'
Round of applause for the angry rappers
Lord, my girl cried me a flood
Then me a river that’s love
Dependin' on me when I’m
Independent on liquor
I’m up in the shoe store
She got no love to show
You ever look at a bitch you
Was fuckin' behind your bitch back
Like, "Fuck I was fuckin' you for?!"
I’m an artist so I’m intelligent
I would tell you to do some soul searching
But it’s hangin' up in my
Closet with your skeleton
It’s gotta be a God's work
Even a diamond gotta be polished first
A quarter's on the loose
And I ain’t been out here
Gettin' my dollars worth
I had to remove the goggles first
To see through the sippin' Patrón
And fifty phoners for I need to
Go get me a kidney donor
Guru, Nate Dogg, go ahead blink a eye
The doctor told me, "You close
Go 'head drink and die"
Buried under the stone where the
Patrón fifth sit's by that reads
"Here lies somebody who never wanted
To be this guy"

How did I make it here? Who are y'all?
I feel so lost now I’m not seein' it clear
Is it my fault? It’s all in my head

They say knowledge is power – great
'cause every day I learn
As of late been havin' revelations
'bout this hate term
Hate the way they judged me 'til
I got the case adjourned
Hated the belly of the beast
'til I became it's tapeworm
When I said I’d stop gettin' high
Tried to say it stern
Now I’m the type to walk through the
Fire to check the way it burn
They say my brain is off – I say
"How can it be?
If I’m out my mind, how can I be in-sanity?"
The people used to say that
I was scared of progress
They don’t know how hard a
Nigga tried to advance
But I don’t know who’s more to blame
Is it them for really not knowin' me?
Or is it me for never
Really givin' them a chance?
Get too close, be too big of a threat
Now it’s been little to no time
Thinkin' why I ain’t get rid of you yet
Gotta recognize my maturity
Gotta see I’m grown
Let all my skeletons out the closet
Just so I'd never be alone
Since I got trust issues I
Won’t discuss with you besides God
Tell me who the fuck’s supposed to save you?
Pop won't have a man-to man
Was gone half my life
So somewhere in his head probably feel
It ain't his place to
Plus more people will see me soon
I mean, I’ll be on national TV soon
So when I ask if people I have
Around are a cancer for me
That’s four million more that might be
Able to answer for me

How did I make it here? Who are y'all?
I feel so lost now I’m not seein' it clear
Is it my fault? It’s all in my head

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