Joe Budden, MiindGame - The Pain Won't Stop lyrics

Damn, that hurt!

Oh, the pain won't stop (the pain don't stop)
Almost like it's got a hold on me (on me)
Shackles and cuffs
I can be no more than a slave
And still the pain won't stop
Like my demons got control of me
Won't take me alive
I guess someone's gonna see the crime

And it won't be me, and it can't be me
And it won't be me, I won't let it be me
And it won't be me, and it can't be me
And it won't be me, I won't let it be me

I've seen a thousand friends being
Reduced to a handful
I've seen the love of my
Life deciding to hit cancel
They say life's supposed to change
Based on the angle
But what's an angle to me, if I stand still
Still I can't stand the fact
That I can't seem
To get back to the old Jay, in fact
I'm still a million miles away from that
Good ol' Jay is away and
This fucked up mimic's
Here to stay, I'm enraged, filled with hate
Impossible to renovate
Don't believe I'll demonstrate
I'll deceive won't
Hesitate, all this grief will detonate
As soon as the pain will penetrate
My miind's a mess, my body aches, there's
Not much more that I can take
Every second that I wake it seems
Like death's a breath away

And furthermore my brain is sore from
All the pain Heleen had caused
I've changed a bit, a part restored
Still don't know how I endured
Another door's supposed to open as soon
As there's an old one closed
But somehow that don't work for me
So I just end up closing more
Every day I wake is strange
Tomorrow fades away your
Face, I ain't trying to win you back
I guess today I know my place
Or maybe Jay don't work that way
You are supposed
To turn to me, still burns and aches
But you don't really care bout what I say
I wish there was another way
But I bet that wish
Won't be granted today, our
Yesterday gets further away
But the pain ain't fading away
I've been reminiscing bout the shit
You put me through, it took some time but
It's changed my view, I've come to realised
That what you said was true
I guess I really really really
Wasn't meant for you