Joel Sieradzan - Passage of Providence lyrics

Okay, it's like nah I don't know, yeah

Goddamn it’s a little bit hard waking up
Everyday when you got dreams and
You’re so far away from the one
Thing that could open the gate
For that something that brought hope to
Place you were once in
But y’all broken the tape so it don’t spin
So you open the case
And you close it, fall right onto the table
Emotions pouring over
The bass that you don’t hear
Like how did I get into this position
I was fine yesterday now
I sit here wishing for a sign just
To say that I’m living fiction
Cause I’m lying in bed in
This little prison that goes
On in my head When I’m really thinkin am I
Dying or dead I can’t feel
The difference I’m surrounded
By red and these eerie
Whispers keep on frying
My brain and the theory is this
They're taunting me again
They got my damn notebook now
Everytime I go to write in my
Notebook the passage is there
The same passage written on every page
I don't know how I
Look, I'm- this is exactly what it reads

Boy you gotta quit that shit if
You think you making it
You always say you will but
You better stop saying it
Cause I ain’t playin kid, I can get crazy
Shit don’t flip the crazy switch
Cause you’ll be praying that you didn’t
I ain’t tryna taunt you i ain’t kidding
I’m trying help you dawg but
You just won’t listen
This is real shit don’t act like
You weren’t given a warning
If you don’t get the shit you
Wishin cause honestly it’s important
What if this is all you wanted but then
You had to abort it or you
Just never got recognized and
Nothing looked up
All the days you prayed to god happened
To be days he was off
Now you waiting for something to come along
And all those days
That you said you were gonna
Make it just meant nothing
Now you alone in your thoughts again
Looking at everyone succeed
With your head in your hands
Feeling all the envy and greed
That they getting them bands while
You sitting here tryna read
How to be like them mans just
For people to never see you
I’m just telling you be careful cause
If you don’t get this shit
And it’s all you want then you
Won’t have no reason to live
Man I’m just telling you be
Careful, be careful, be careful, be careful
Be careful, now

(Excerpt from Stranger in Moscow
By Michael Jackson)

Hee, I was wandering in the rain
Mask of life, feeling insane
Swift and sudden fall from grace
Sunny days seem far away
Kremlin's shadow belittling me
Stalin's tomb won't let me be
On and on and on it came
Wish the rain would just let me
How does it feel (How does it feel?)
How does it feel how does it feel
How does it feel how does it feel
How does it feel how does it feel
How does it feel how does it feel