Joey Nato & Crypt, Kooma - Snow lyrics

Some days, I just wanna be heard
But other days
I want everyone to leave me alone
Other days
I feel like nobody cares enough to call
But other days
I don't even feel like answerin' the phone
Starin' at that call coming in
I see that missed text
I know you're just checkin' on me 'cause
My life's like a big wreck
Everybody's watchin', but
Nobody's helpin'
It's sad
And even if you did
I feel like you did 'cause you felt bad
I wish that my brain would
Think of situations differently
I've been screwed over so much
That I been movin' timidly
Mentally, I'm a mess
Filled with shadows of regret
So I'm feelin' low as can be
Even when I feel my best
So much stress
And this tension is tippin' me off the edge
I'm upset
Wishin' I could fix all this shit in my head
But instead
I'm sittin' on this seesaw of life
'Cause I'm still the same guy when
I'm low or when I'm high
But when I'm low
All I can see is those at the top
Everybody lookin' down on me
'cause they're somethin' I'm not
But when I'm high
The thought is still in the back of my mind
I'll eventually have to fall back
Down to that low side
I don't know why I can't
Find a second of normalcy
Every day is a juggle of
Which emotion I'll have
They say that life is like a beach
Could be Miami or Normandy
I just wish that [?] never battle or to relax
Bein' surronded by this snow
It makes my heart even colder
And these unpredictable flurries are why
I give cold shoulders
I been frozen for so long
I jump in the fire to smoulder
Hopefully life gets better as I get older
'Cause some days I got the drive to
Get up at the crack of dawn
And get in the studio to
Make a thousand different songs
But some days, I don't even set an alarm
I just close all the blinds, and
Lay alone in the dark
'cause-

Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
Some days, I'm the sun in your eyes
Some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow
(ooh)
Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
But some days, I'm the sun in your eyes
Woah
And some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow

It ain't all what it seems
That's why they call it livin' your dreams
Was [?], no sleep
Now I'm switchin' my teams
I had to sacrifice a little, by that
I mean everything
'Cause I wanted to be heard
All because of self esteem issues
And lately, it's the same excuse
How I let this game control me
When I make the rules?
Got the bread comin' in, so my day's amused
But to quit or keep going, every day I choose
This a struggle no one gets
'cause every day I smile
'Cause broadcasting all the drama
Never been my style
Fuck, if it's worth it in the end
Is it worth my while?
'Cause it won't matter really when them
Lillies thrown in a pile
Every day I grind, 'till I lose my mind
Then I check on what they
Doin' and I feel behind
And other days I feel like I'm
The greatest of all time
I just wish that I felt like that
Rain or shine
And if I never reply, I'm not tryna be rude
I just keep it a buck
I'm not that kind of dude
And nine times out of ten
I'm just not in the mood
Say I'm busy all the time
When it's not really true
But other days
You might catch me where my energy's great
It's authentic at the time
But then turns out to be fake
Lucky Squad, I swear to God
I just want us to be great
But just know, when I promise
Then I usually flake
Cause-

Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
But some days, I'm the sun in your eyes
And some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow
(ooh)
Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
But some days, I'm the sun in your eyes
Woah
And some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow
Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
But some days, I'm the sun in your eyes
And some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow
(ooh)
Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
But some days, I'm the sun in your eyes
Woah
And some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow