John Grant - It doesn't matter lyrics

If I think about it, I am successful
As it were i get to sing for lovely people
All over this lovely world
And I am nowhere near as awkward as
I was when I was younger
I guess I'm one of those guys who
Gets better looking as they age
And even though I have felt
Beaten down by constant doubt
Depression, and confusion brought about
By people's actions, death, and tax forms
I keep getting up and I am loved
By all my friends and family
Though, there have been lots
Of raised eyebrows
And concerned glances lately

It doesn't matter to him i could be anything
But, I could never win his heart again
It doesn't matter to him
He took away my AAA pass
I am invisible to him

And now I feel the soft
Pink flesh of my heart hardening
To the countless possibilities contained
Within each day
Vulnerability feels like a cold
Wet concrete room lit with fluorescent light
Which, as you know, makes everything look bad
I still keep trying to figure
Out how I became irrelevant
How I got myself evicted from his heart
From one day to the next
And the worst part is that
Even if I got an answer right now
It would not change anything because
We have become two strangers

It doesn't matter to him i could be anything
But, I could never win his heart again
It doesn't matter to him
He took away my AAA pass
I am invisible to him

It doesn't matter to him i could be anything
But, I could never win his heart again
It doesn't matter to him
He took away my AAA pass
I am invisible to him