John Reuben - Hindsight lyrics

I screamed to God out of frustration
After another day of waking
And hating the fact
That I'm still where I'm at
What's the point of all of this?
Cause, I'm not seeming to find it
Is it meaningless? I search
To reason behind it
Because these moments seem to drag on forever
And these years on end seem
To have never been
This desperation has formed repetition within
Too insecure to pretend
And I'm too weak to defend
(Here it comes again, all in my world again)
And now I'm left with no direction
No beginning, no end
The days blend together and
The weather never changes
Numb to the outcome but
Yet not quite painless


Aimless to whether or not I made a mistake
And if so
How far is too far before it's too late?
Should I wait but then what
Would be too long?
To reverse the effects if I was wrong?

Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see
What patience and time can bring
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see
What patience and time can bring
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see
What patience and time can bring
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back

Is it a must that I'm here
Is it a must that I stay?
In order to look forward, must I look away?
We're moving towards a new day
Unsure of what tomorrow will bring our way
I'm not even quite sure of
What this day holds
I say we travel the unknown
And watch it unfold
Hold today close while still
Reaching for tomorrow
Through the test of time
I've seen joy overcome sorrow
So with every trial I endure
With hopes to mature into what
I was created for
More than life it'self I want life it'self
Press past the present until forever is felt
(And take hold of the hidden mystery
Wide eyed and open, I now see differently)
If it's to be then give me
The strength to be content
And find peace in knowing one day
It will all make sense

Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see
What patience and time can bring
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see
What patience and time can bring
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see
What patience and time can bring
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back

Learning to accept the unexpected
Because the unknown wasn't here for
Me to correct it so I let it go and stopped
Trying to control the impossible
Simply put, tossed in the shuffle
At a young age, just like everyone else
So I don't feel sorry for you or for myself
Love is bigger than that
And I'm not below or above the way it moves
Even though the things it does
To my train of thought can
Bring about doubt and uncertainty
Patience tends to not agree with my psyche
That's more than likely just some pride in me
Fighting expectations of where I think
My life should be
Selfishly, I forget so quickly
Let me never forget, Lord
Break me in humility, ha
Some sort of amazing grace on me
As I look back upon my life
And where You've taken me

Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see
What patience and time can bring
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see
What patience and time can bring
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see
What patience and time can bring
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back

Hear the call, peace fall
From trial to triumph
I want Your hand in it all
Allow me to know where to stand in it all
Life Giver, Life Giver
Hear the call, peace fall
From trial to triumph
I want Your hand in it all
Allow me to know where to stand in it all
Life Giver, Life Giver
Hear the call, peace fall
From trial to triumph
I want Your hand in it all
Allow me to know where to stand in it all
Life Giver, Life Giver
Hear the call, peace fall
From trial to triumph
I want Your hand in it all
Allow me to know where to stand in it all
Life Giver, Life Giver
Hear the call, peace fall
From trial to triumph
I want Your hand in it all
Allow me to know where to stand in it all
Life Giver, Life Giver
Hear the call, peace fall
From trial to triumph
I want Your hand in it all
Allow me to know where to stand in it all
Life Giver