Josh Breezzyy - Letter, Pt. 1 lyrics

Don't wanna still try and she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody not even her

Cuz she don't love me
Like I love her (Love her)
She only worried bout the dick she get
When under covers i sit and think about
The rain as it drips about ledge
I wanna jump but my thoughts they hang
I take a different route in pain
The razor blades i use the edge
I sit and watch and bleed
As I lay beside the bed first cut
It draws blood next one I'll be dead
Wrist slit blood drips
From the noose around my neck
I feel worthless
And all my albums worth less
All the tears the pain that I deliver
Just ain't worth this
The stress the pain the anger
That's something I can't get passed
The Vikes that's on the counter
Just a replay of my past i'm a mystery
As to how long I will last
Always strive for first
But somehow I am last
To get to choose the route in life
But I'm forced upon this path
Cuz the last girl I had
Took a knife and tried to kill herself
Pulled the knife from out her hand and cried
I knew how she felt (I knew how she felt)