JT Fritz - ​rn lyrics

(malloy, why this shit bang?)

Maybe I'm doing too much
Counting in my head who I trust, yeah
I'm way too focus on winning
Me and the team ran it up (Up)
And I've been focused on bands
But I think I lost myself
And the more that I chase this shit
The closer that I get to hell
Yeah, I'm a mess
You know never should've got involved
And I'm so numb that I
Can't feel you there, no, not at all
And I'm so fucking complicated
You should call it off but if you hate me
Why the fuck am I the one you call?
Yeah, ayy, never really meant to let you down
I was steady fuckin' burning out
Break your heart and then you run your mouth
Yeah, ayy, I just really wanna get away
40 Cal', I take it to the brain
Put that shit on my grave
Goddamn, I get no friends
And all the fake just wanna see me dead
And I got red dots on my head
So pull that shit back, let this shit end
Goddamn, I been swimming in the deep end
Paranoid, don't know what's next
Can't breathe, suffocate in my bed
Like fuck it, I'ma taste this lead

Yeah, something's gotta give right now
I don't wanna live right now
I just wanna feel right now
I wanna be alive somehow (Yeah)
I just wanna breathe right now
I just wanna sleep right now
Yeah, I don't wanna leave right now
I just wanna stay here somehow, yeah

Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)

Yeah, ayy, fucked up, paid the price, yeah
I been wasting all my time, yeah
Switch lanes, crash the ride, uh
Yeah, fuck it, know you hate me out of spite
Twenty-five missed calls
Like why the fuck they even try?
I'm still a mess and I'll
Never forgive myself again
I'm never coming back around
Don't wanna play pretend
I wrote too many messages
I'll probably never send
I only drag you down, so please
Just keep your distance
(malloy why this shit bang?)

Yeah, something's gotta give right now
I don't wanna live right now
I just wanna feel right now
I wanna be alive somehow (Yeah)
I just wanna breathe right now
I just wanna sleep right now
Yeah, I don't wanna leave right now
I just wanna stay here somehow, yeah

Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)
Right now (Here, right now)