JT Kidd, Manchester Orchestra - Change You lyrics

If you knew I was dyin' would it change you?
If you knew I was dyin' would it change?

You're killing me, you're killing me
It might not be your motive
How the hell are you killing me
And you don't even know it
How can you say you care for me
And you don't even show it
This right here is murder
And you're the she who wrote it
I built you up
I guess I made my own murderer
Your friends say "Austin
I never heard of ya"
I talk about us and they say
You never speak my name
You think if people know we're close
All they would see is lame
Are we even close? Cause, I no longer know
If I hung myself with rope
Would you even mope? If today I would die
Would you even cry would you even know that
You're the reason why

If you knew I was I dying
Would it change you would it rearrange you
Would it even faze you would it make you
Care knowing I was soon to go if I died
Would you even show up to my funeral

You make it seem like you care
But in reality you don't
You say you'll always be there
But in reality you won't
I used to believe your lies
But then it finally hit me
If today I died, would you even miss me?
Would you even care? That I'm no longer here
I mean for me
Not just cause I give out love that is rare
You say you appreciate everything I
Said or ever did but after that, face it
You really don't give a shit
Took all your bullshit
You gave me lie and lie
Everytime you're around
I tell myself try not to die
You're not even the first
This happens all the time
Which is why I ask myself why should I try