KA Music, Jesse-Austin - S.O.S lyrics

Save our souls we are under control
We can't play these roles
I hate the way I'm trapped with skin
I just hate how I've been
Death is coming but when?
I know happiness will begin
I'm dressed in sheep's skin
I'm a dark soul within
Just wanna stab my eyes with a safety pin
I am just like huckleberry fin
But I'm his identical twin
I wanna bash my head against a violin
I'm not violent i wanna be trying it
I just wanna check into a motor inn
And if being gay is a mortal sin
I need some medicine so my next of kin
Won't be as screwed up as i am

I don't wanna bе a hologram
Or milked in a television program
Goddamn slaughtеred like a lamb
I'll kill myself one day just
To make myself feel happy
Cause when I am not happy i'm sad
And when im not sad i'm mad
And I feel like crying
On the inside I'm mentally dying
My tears are eventually drying
I'm prying my eyes open
So I can open the door i'm trying
There spying these beats I'm supplying
Identifying the issue
Within me here's my true story

I tried to kill myself early in life
I tried to stab myself with a knife
I don't wanna ascend to an afterlife
Or let myself be in a wild life
I love this wildlife i'm tired alright
I don't even want to make her my wife
Trying to be who I love
But these kids they give me a shove
I wanna be free like a dove
I hate this hate from above
I was never into a baseball glove
I just wanted to get rid of
These kids that act so uncharacterist of
Themselves there tiny like elves
I'll have records on shelves
I just need us to be ourselves
There terrible til grade twelve

Save our souls reach our goals
Don't make fun of me til
Your feet touch my soles i need some help
Oh welp i just need some self help