Kembe X - Shoot Me Into Space lyrics

When I die … when I die
When I die don’t burry me mhhh yeah

When I die don’t burry me
Shoot me into space nigga fuck a pallbearer
 never let no man carry me
Smiling in your face but I
Swear I need therapy
Don’t matter what you say
I still feel like ain’t hearing me

Slept from five to nine AM
I ain’t been having no good nights
Keep my energy high for the room
So y’all can feel good right?
Do y’all get enough for
Asking stupid questions
Like Kembe is you high? Bitch
Fuck do it look like
Tryna trace my depression, back to the start
My daddy temper was short
I think that was part of the problem
Had it way to good to complain
About how I was brought up
I got vices at his point
I don’t care if you tell my mama
With, uncle walked around talking
Bout’ his nose burst
Couldn’t pick a worst time
To hear those words
What they say? Life go on right?
My ex think she lost me because I lost myself
The reason I still ain’t off myself
I was screaming me in silence
Like "shoot something!"
Picturing my head, you think voices still
Telling me nigga control yourself
I panic when the liquor
And benzos don’t help, goddammit
I wonder if the most high
Done gave up some times
My only thing on my mind

When I die don’t burry me
Shoot me into space nigga fuck a pallbearer
Never let no man carry me
Smiling in your face but I
Swear I need therapy
Don’t matter what you say
I still feel like ain’t hearing me

I’m tryna to be as free as
A spirit to those who love’m
Talking my own true self
I think my lifestyle is fucking
With my mental health i try to get my shit
Together don’t hold your breath
Please don’t take this a no glorification
I’m way to pride to go back on medication
I need to put down the bottle
I just need more meditation
I ain’t slept in 48 hours
I can’t afford a vacation

I was with my granny uncle walked
Around talking bout’ his nose burst

Couldn’t pick a worse time
To hear those words