Kembe X - Voices lyrics

I just want like five Cuban links, and a
Make my jacket mink, and a
Eat that pussy pink, and a
Got Wolfy on the beat

Voices in my head, push me to the edge
I didn't take my meds, smokin' dope instead
Backwards niggas spend they whole
Life tryna wrong rights
I'm just tryna earn some great
Days working long nights
Voices in my head, push me to the edge
Tryna take my peace
So I leave they ass on read
Sometimes I feel like a fuckin'
Rose that ain't grow right
Make me wonder do they got a
Heaven for a low life? (Uh)

I am psychotic, fake idiotic
Junior high teacher said I'm retarded
Think he was mad 'cause I used to argue
Authority figures hated my logic
Very few friends, was socially starvin'
Didn't mean shit, was chillin' without 'em
The ones that I had, I know that they proud
We all from somewhere that's
Close to the bottom
My parents was enemies, pops ain't around
But when he was, he fought every mornin'
Granddaddy, uncles was clutchin' the bottle
Still at they mama's, don't get me started
My uncle Gary can't stay out of jail
Sellin' that dope, he on the corner
Rusty got fucked up from smokin' that wet
Still used to read me
The scriptures he wanted
All the time spent by them
Why I don't bit my tongue?
I cannot stand fake shit
Can't even sit by them
Learn how to chill on my own, got an idea
Lightbulb
If I control myself then I'ma win, I know

Learned my lesson
I gotta learn how to listen
And focus on how I'm blessed
Can't neglect them like CPS
I can't let 'em dilute my essence
Fluorescence on VVS's
Niggas wanna see me stress so I
Leave 'em with unread messages

'Cause these voices in my head
Push me to the edge
I didn't take my meds, smokin' dope instead
Backwards niggas spend they whole
Life tryna wrong rights
I'm just tryna earn some great
Days working long nights
Voices in my head, push me to the edge
Tryna take my peace
So I leave they ass on read
Sometimes I feel like a fuckin'
Rose that ain't grow right
Make me wonder do they got a
Heaven for a low life? (Uh, Lucy, Lucy)

They say, "ADD" I say, "Oh
Not interested"
Told me I'm bipolar, I don't know
You ain't convinced me yet
Been through major pain, bitch
I'm a soldier like salute
Ain't no bad vibes in my
Crew, you come wrong, you get the boot
Everything come with a price
Ain't no work fall overnight
I can't buy into the hype, workin' hard
My future bright used to pop an Addy pill
Now it's blunts of chlorophyll
Newton Law, I stay in motion, I'm ahead
I flourish still

'Cause these voices in my head
Push me to the edge
I didn't take my meds, smokin' dope instead
Backwards niggas spend they whole
Life tryna wrong rights
I'm just tryna earn some great
Days working long nights
Voices in my head, push me to the edge
Tryna take my peace
So I leave they ass on read
Sometimes I feel like a fuckin'
Rose that ain't grow right
Make me wonder do they got a
Heaven for a low life? (Uh)

Voices in my head, push me, edge, edge
I didn't take my meds, smokin' dope instead
Backwards niggas spend they whole
Life tryna wrong rights
I'm just tryna earn some great
Days working long nights