King Lil G - Wishin' lyrics

I can't seem to pretend
Ill never see you again
Here the ticks hit the fact
Money took my friend
Close my eyes to escape
Didn't want to see the fact
Time to retaliate, where these mfuckas at
To think about it now
You probably in a better place
Chillin with pac
Probably talking bout them better days
Now I know what you mean
Believe what you see
Cause your closest homies get
Turned by the greed
Its sad but true s, im on some new s
Why trust a mfucka, whеn they never gon do s
Silly as it sounds, that's how it goеs
A million homies at the end, im all alone
The last few years has been hectic for
Me, I lost sgy, my brother
& my closest homies
How much can I take, I only got one heart
Dear god please, tell me
Why you had to take this young star
We had places to go, people to see
Money to make a million to reach foreal
The purpose of life to me
Has now been revealed f as many hoes
Get rich before you get killed
We at the end of the road it's all over
This is the mfuckin ballad of
A dead soldier soldier soldiersoldier
This is the mfuckin truth
Ballad of a dead soldier

Im wishing on a star to follow where you are
Im wishing on a dream
To follow what it means

We had plans to make it big
What happened to that
Its like i blinked for a moment
Then you never came back
Why should it have to be that way
Why the f did you even have to see that day
Im trying to be strong
Pouring my feelings on all these bars
Trying to hold on to something
When it's really been gone
Nothing ever been the same
Without you here now, believe me when I say
Everything is clearer now
The next albums imma mention your name
And let everybody know how
I entered the game
Last night I stayed up late
Thinking of the day
When I met you at the studio
And how my life has changed
I stay thinking if I'm
Even gonna see tomorrow
Don't even know if im
Gonna release this sorrow
All of this pain's been stuck inside of me
Hoping that i find a future thats
Right for me
Who knows maybe this rap s is not for me
And if it is
Right now I think it's hard to see
It's a hustle
So f it imma hustle to the max
And do whatever it take
To put your name on up a map
Til theres nothing left
Im gonna hold you down
To the fullest now it's going down
I hope when you hear this
You give me your smile
I put my heart into it homie
I hope you love how it sounds

Im wishing on a star to follow where you are
Im wishing on a dream
To follow what it means