KRBL Rebel Radio - Dust lyrics

Noah King
I never wanted the responsibility of
Looking loved ones in
The eye and knowing that they need me
I'm a ghost in the mist
Floating in the wind
Gun to the sky lick a shot to the abyss
Find happiness, I'm still on
The search for it
Giving your best and fail it
Fucking hurt don't it
Everybody close to me I let down
I'm still broke and my mom
Bout to lose the house i swore I would never
Sell out but desperation
Make a man question who he is when
The bad guy wins and the good guy die
Damn it's only a matter of time
They put me in a jail cell
To cage my rage and violence
The second I get out I'm gon'
Be on some wild shit i ain't a child anymore
So what have I learned in all
My years on this Earth?
I used to rebel against materialism
But these materialistic mo'fuckas seem
To be winning i'm sitting in the rut holding
Onto my hopes and dreams
Tired of being a sucker for nothing fuck em!
Nieve
So many curses, buried inside of many verses
But, I ain't scared to go
Deep diving through the surface
Viewing the scars bloodied up
Soaking in gauze
My self esteem is what I smoke in the car
I hotbox it, allergic to hoes they all toxic
Snitches be alertin the po's beyond logic
I can't stand what the world demands
I'd rather do my damn thing
Than die a lonely man
Than give into all the bullshit they give you
And me on the regular daily and continual
Uh, mediocrity
But my radio blaring but still I'm staring
At myself trying to be Socrates
On another level ending on a
High note like a marinevel
Hell is now or never
Soul rebel on my back gold pebble in my hand
So I threw it at the Devil and ran

Noah King i ain't quite Darth Vader
Yet I'm still Anakin
Staring at the fork in the road
I sleepwalk when I stroll
Pissed off bout my past, forget
I haven't decided which direction
I'm riding I'ma crash
I'm looking at the world that surrounds me
Screaming to the stars how the
Hell did y'all find me?
I don't follow rules, I do what I wanna do
Stay out my space
I do the same it won't bother you
Confused by the government in order
To come along with it love to be free
But, I ain't got the funds for it
Should've gone to college
Teachers said I'm dumb as shit
Couldn't sit still so they put me on Ritalin
Look at what it really is I
Was just a little kid
Another sheep in the classroom on curriculum
The school system trained us
To not be creative
They placed higher value on
The left brain skills
Which is mathematics, logic, language
Os opposed to using our imagination
Things like dancing, things like painting
Things like dealing with emotional anguish
Then they wonder why divorce rates are up
Murder rate is up and America fat as fuck