Krizz Kaliko - Why Me lyrics

It all started yesterday
And now I can't think about nothing
Is it real, I know this can't be heaven sent
Wish I could dream it all away
And now all I need is a drug
That can help me make it through another day
Maybe it's just me it won't let me be
And I don't really know what it
Is that keeps bothering me but, I'm saying

(Why me?) I wanna know how it is
To see the sun shining even if it isn't
(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it is
To hear me say it's all love when it isn't
(Why me?) I wanna know how it feels
To hear you laughing in my ear
(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it feels
If you didn't cheer
How can he handle this too many damages
He hit the nail on the head but
Never knew right where the hammer was
Don't think so loud
Don't let them hear you scream
Baby it's even bigger than it seems

Now, now, now crazy is an act alike
Getting better in the after life or maybe not
Maybe I can ask her why the normality passed
Me by why when I'm a tot
Continue to breathe it dependent on people
To get my mental state am I meant for this?
The Christian Krizz just have to wait
Pictures getting clearer it ain't
Me in the mirror see it's that other nigga
Only his egos bigger
And he'll pull the trigger
When I usually hesitate
And he'll go on 'em when
I'm steadily saying wait
Now I'm just a shell of myself
I don't want anybody's help
Maybe I do maybe I do this for you
This is my own hell
Is there a bottle some kind type
Posion that can end it
A different god I can pray to
Some type of doctor to fix it
Maybe it's just me it won't let me be
And I'm too helpless, I guess

(Why me?) I wanna know how it is
To see the sun shining even if it isn't
(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it is
To hear me say it's all love when it isn't
(Why me?) I wanna know how it feels
To hear you laughing in my ear
(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it feels
If you didn't cheer
How can he handle this too many damages
He hit the nail on the head but
Never knew right where the hammer was
Don't think so loud
Don't let them hear you scream
Baby it's even bigger than it seems

How big is the fight in me
Frightfully fighting night to be day
I'm wishing that wifey would knife me
For spiteful things that I say
Excuse me for thinking this way
I'm a little bit pessimistic
They sending blessing this way I guess
I must of missed 'em
See my teary eyes through my Ray-Bans
Turning off the world and still
Looking for some amens
The girlies pee-pee when they see me, fans
They dance look in the mirror wanna see me
Here's their chance

Hope you like what you see okay
Hope you like what you see why me
Kali Baby okay