La Dispute - A Departure lyrics
[La Dispute - A Departure lyrics]
To scratched out for everything
Night fell on me writing this and
I ran out of paper
So I crossed the name out at
The top of the page
Not sure why I'm even writing this
But, I guess it feels right
It sort of feels like I have to
Like an exorcism
I guess that makes me sound
Crazy but that's alright
Lately I feel like I might be
Not that I've heard any voices or anything
Just like that everyday kind
Where you forget things you shouldn't
And you think too much about death
Maybe you know what I'm talking about
Or maybe you would have known? Or had known?
Is it once knew?
I don't know what tense to use
I know I never used to feel like this
I used to never think of death or hear voices
I used to feel Like everything
Was perfectly in order a "normal" life
But I guess then came a departure
That I know you understand
(or would've understood?)
I guess things changed after that
And I'm mostly scared now
But, it's there in the stories
Or whatever they are you can see it
Anybody could if they could look
I wrote some notes in
The margins explaining it
The rest is in between lines
Or in the fine print
First, the feeling of abandonment
Then trying to cope
Then death and hope and the thing Itself
Waiting for me
It's all there in the pages ahead of here
It's there waiting for you or for me
I'm not sure the whole story
For everything for everything
Night fell on me writing this and
I ran out of paper
So I crossed the name out at
The top of the page
Not sure why I'm even writing this
But, I guess it feels right
It sort of feels like I have to
Like an exorcism
I guess that makes me sound
Crazy but that's alright
Lately I feel like I might be
Not that I've heard any voices or anything
Just like that everyday kind
Where you forget things you shouldn't
And you think too much about death
Maybe you know what I'm talking about
Or maybe you would have known? Or had known?
Is it once knew?
I don't know what tense to use
I know I never used to feel like this
I used to never think of death or hear voices
I used to feel Like everything
Was perfectly in order a "normal" life
But I guess then came a departure
That I know you understand
(or would've understood?)
I guess things changed after that
And I'm mostly scared now
But, it's there in the stories
Or whatever they are you can see it
Anybody could if they could look
I wrote some notes in
The margins explaining it
The rest is in between lines
Or in the fine print
First, the feeling of abandonment
Then trying to cope
Then death and hope and the thing Itself
Waiting for me
It's all there in the pages ahead of here
It's there waiting for you or for me
I'm not sure the whole story
For everything for everything