La Dispute, Jeremy Bolm - How I Feel lyrics

I say a drink might help me sleep, I say
I don't sleep much at all these days
I say it's cold besides, I'm broken
Hard as earth the love of the past
The worth of the world has frozen still
Like the sheet of ice collecting on
The windshield of my car
Where I caught my reflection
Captured in the glass
A perfect broken image of the
Future envisioned in the past–
Corrupted by fate now, fractured
And fading away

(Replace, replace, replace)

All I felt (Promised, to me, to be)
One who figured it out who knew what to do
Who knew how to feel and felt that
Love of the past the worth of the world
Just set it ablaze and thaw me out

Dim lit in a room dark red, where I said
"Can't seem to break off from the way I felt
But
I guess you understand, man we had no chance
I'm tired of fighting with the
Hand I've been dealt

So, I take the cards they give me
And keep my protest on the inside of my mouth
If the best I can do
Ain't gonna stop what's coming
What's the point in trying to change
How the hand plays out?"

Don't we all just die?
(Don't we all? Don't we all?)
Don't we all just die
(Don't we all? Don't we all?)
When you looked at the light
(Did it hurt your eyes?)
(Did it hurt your eyes?)
When you looked at the light
(Did it hurt you?) like it hurt me?