Lajman, Shiloh Dynasty - Dead part 1 lyrics

I don't go to sleep becuase i hate my mind
Toxic thoughts and anxiety is all i find
They're trying to break me down
So much blood ill fucking draw
Just to keep myself sane
Just to numb the pain
Took a bullet to the heart
Suicidal, ive been down since
The very first start once tied a slipknot
Scream all though my lips are shut
Inside my head i'm running from myself
All this fucking pain makes
Me wanna kill myself
Run the blade across my skin
Battle in my head i will never win
Everyday when i see you it makes
Me regret waking up this morning
Maybe ill kill myself
Leave this earth without a warning
Will it hurt you? Will it kill you?
All these questions going through my head
Along with the thoughts making me
Wish i was fucking dead who are my friends?
Who are my enemies?
Who will be there before it all ends?
People thinking they know shit
But they don't know my heart it's broken
Im broken