LandoXV, Shiloh Dynasty - Never Relaxed lyrics

I didn’t choose this life
I wish this shit was optional
Never relaxed anymore
Happiness is impossible
Shit is just falling apart
These people got no heart
All alone wasting all my money on carts
Trying to keep it together
But it’s hard when your so fucking lost
Heaven Or Hell can’t decide
Which line I wanna cross
Always Faking a smile for the camera
Everyone wants you to think the same as them
I can’t cope with this world anymore
Don’t even wanna open my mouth anymore
They say follow your drеams
But I just wanna leave
I’ll die bеfore I earn the
Things I wanna achieve
Whatever I guess it’s fine by me
Why should I care when I don’t even like me
Only thing I can do is make
Songs filled with pain
Parasite in my head feels like
Bullets puncturing my brain
Constant headaches every fucking day
Ain’t nothing to look forward to today
Don’t even know what the fuck I’m writing
This is just how I feel apologies for crying