LANTING, Juneythechild, Korban Baxter - WORTHLESS lyrics
[LANTING, Juneythechild, Korban Baxter - WORTHLESS lyrics]
It’s less than how I been hurt
Who gon tell me my worth
I question why on this earth
I cannot believe the terrible person I was
I will not achieve forgiveness
From those above
Watching me from wherever you are
God to judge
Scared of someone who maybe ain’t real
Got to trust the word of the lord
That shit’s a double edged sword
I read one scripture or two when
I was three maybe four
I started camp whеn I was five
So much I really want more
Six, sеven, eight, nine, ten, stop a detour
Cause we going to a different
Church I don’t get it
Took the Science out of Christian and
Made it a new religion
I started asking questions
I started realizing figments
People speaking onto me
It’s haunting me it’s twisted
Eleven, twelve, thirteen
I put on a fake thought
That a cross could fucking save me
But that night I almost shot
Was at fourteen all through fifteen I’ve
Been shifting it a lot
Now I’m sixteen and I’m lifting
All the people that forgot
Who gon tell me my worth
It’s less than how I been hurt
Who gon tell me my worth
I question why on this earth
Who gon tell me my worth
It’s less than how I been hurt
Who gon tell me my worth
I question why on this earth
Growing up sitting in a Catholic church think
About everything going on in this planet
Overthink till I panic
Can’t breathe I wheeze and
Wheeze and I’m manic
Remember the times I considered Xanax
Remember my friend
When he was off them bars very often
Always had a broken heart
Could’ve lost him at times
But, I’m not sure what saved him
But, I hope I helped a bit maybe it was god
Maybe it was himself
We don’t know what life is
All we dream of is wealth
And lose track of timing
Praying to God glock on my mind
I'm chiefin like number 1 can't breathe
Think I'm the only one i need
Some help I'm dying son eating my thoughts
Look at the mirror nigga you're kidding me
Ex said I never changed shadows becoming me
And I smash through the roof
Like Django I'm killing these niggas
Tired of bigotry swinging in nigga trees
Mind on a mental spree
Brain in mental freeze
Worthless tatted straight into me
These niggas ain't hearing me
These niggas just hearing beats
Nigga I am the industry