Lexii Alijai - Crazy Life lyrics

Ayo, I been depressed 'cause
You been giving less when all I did for you
Was give you all my fuckin' best
Gave you the best of me
And acing shit when you test me
Can't no nigga say their texting me, so
Fuck could you use against me, huh?
Aside from this
Man I'm dealing with shit at
Home, and we're not talking like before
So I'm dealing with this alone
Been stressing so fuckin' much that I'm
Turning to skin and bones
Boy, you gon' be on your own
The fuck you gon' do when I'm gone?
'Cause look at all the pain you cost me
Look at how hard you crossed me
Last summer when you hurt me that's
The moment where you lost me
And, this all that it cost me
My sense of trust and security
But, you ain't even hearing me
Only there when you feeling me fuck, dog
This shit is killing me
And, I ain't finna lie
'cause every night when I'm alone
I get the urge to cry, I wonder why
When all I ever did was ride
Tried to stay by
Your side just to figure out that you lied
Nigga (Figure out that you lied)
Yeah, and all I ever did was ride
Yeah, on your side

(We'll be better off apart when
You get to thinking)

Was you thinkin' 'bout us
When you was laying with her?
Or, did she ever get that hint
That you was playing with her?
Or, was she dumb enough to think
That you was staying with her?
Covered it up
Not knowing you would have to say it later
You told me everything, and I mean everything
She clarified everything I thought
But never seen
The saddest part about that shit
That I was 17 fuck, you hurt me worse than
I could ever dream
I still cry, I been knowing this for a month
Tried to compromise with me, like
"Baby tell me what you want"
Man, but I just wish you never jumped
'cause now I'm fucked
Up in the head on account
Of some shit you've done, damn
I'm fuckin' dumb
Can't believe that you won
Can't believe that I'm still sitting here
Thinking that you the one but, we so young
This shit supposed to be fun
But, everything that's done in the dark
Will come to the sun (You know how
Everything that's done in the dark
Will come to the sun)

From the start, were you really ready?
When you get to thinking from the start
We would be better off apart
When you get to thinking