Lexii Alijai - How You Feel lyrics

Look ayo this marks a day in history
I never catch no feelings
But something done got up into me
It's gotta be them texts
I fell for everything you sent to me
I really fuckin' wish you was this
Nigga you pretend to be
You been more than a friend to me
It's something 'bout the energy
I never kissed your lips
But I feel we connected mentally
Damn, you had me fooled
You one hell of a nigga usually wise
These feelings ain't what I'm
Telling a nigga
But look these past few years
You made me feel like a lame bitch
The ones who get too geeked
But don't really know what they lane is
The ones who think they matter
But to you them bitches ain't shit
Them thots that hit you up
But you never as what her name is
Maybe not that bad
But I just wanted you to know
These feelings that I have for you
Is something out the usual
I ain't gon' stick around
Because I know when it's my queue to go
And runnin' in a circle witchu
Deader than a funeral

Yo I remember you said trust was everything
All that time I waited up for you
But my shit never rang
I never played, I always kept it real
I just wish you could've told
Me how you actually feel yeah
How you actually feel so tell me
How you actually feel?
How you actually feel? Look
So tell me how you actually feel
Like is you fuckin with my heart
Or is you actually real

Met you in grade seven back in twenty-eleven
Fast forward to twenty-fourteen
I see you doing your thing
Feel like it's something deep
That you be holding inside
You got a girl, you say you done
But boy I know you a lie
Like is it hard to keep it real
I just don't get what you playing for
If you ain't want me when you say you did
Then what you say it for told you how I felt
And I don't feel I need to say it more
That bullshit you be talkin
A dummy's who you should save it for
Look I'm smarter than what you think
You put these feelings in my soul
Now my heart is startling me
It look easy to keep it in
But it's harder than what you see pardon me
I just wish you'd keep your honesty with me
Like honestly part of me where I outta be
The other half say go to you
But you too fuckin hard to reach
Feel like you got me on a leash
Real is something that's hard to teach
So if you ain't got that trait
Then I caint give you all of me for real

Yo I remember you said trust was everything
All that time I waited up for you
But my shit never rang
I never played, I always kept it real
I just wish you could've told
Me how you actually feel yeah
How you actually feel so tell me
How you actually feel?
How you actually feel? Look
So tell me how you actually feel
Like is you fuckin with my heart
Or is you actually real

Look too many hearts
Too many lies too many starts
Too many tries it's funny
I don't fuck with too many guys
Thought you was real
Thought you could tell me how you feel
But you flipped it up in the end
And That wasn't part of the deal

Yo I remember you said trust was everything
All that time I waited up for you
But my shit never rang
I never played, I always kept it real
I just wish you could've told
Me how you actually feel yeah
How you actually feel so tell me
How you actually feel?
How you actually feel? Look
So tell me how you actually feel
Like is you fuckin with my heart
Or is you actually real