Elle Varner, Lexii Alijai - Mourning After lyrics

What's your reason to lie?
All the feelings in your heart you
Always sweep to the side breaking hearts
Another one that you gon' feed to your pride
It's going strong about it
Yeah it's like a demon inside
But hey I understand
I guess that's part of being a guy
You got a chick
And got some other chicks you
Keep on the side so when she's not around
You got the choice to cheat on the side
Her soft spot
And it ain't never been this easy to cry
It's 3 o'clock i'm off this percocet
Put on a beat and drift away
It tent to work for stress
It's like a competition just to
See whose hurting less
I hear some bullshit about you
Wonder what surfaces next, damn, shit
Look what you're doing to me
You set up shop in my mind
And started ruining me
And I just wish that you was old enough
Wish that you was grown enough you know
But sometimes I feel you don't know enough
You cold as fuck
Just called to see how you're holding up
Cause Cupid shot a crazy aim
Them bitches loaded up
And we're playing this crazy game you
Got me so in love
Feel like we're slipping, it's distant
You hardly showing love damn
I mean you hardly even showing up
You're getting older but you
Hardly even growing up
We're going up, and all this shit is crazy
You say you're down forever
You'll forever be my baby
They know, yeah and they know
And if they don't knowthey know now

Yeah, Look
Young boys, young mind so they want to play
Young girls, young pride so they run away
They never stay easy thing to do is quit to
They rather run to another
And tell 'em that he ain't shit it's sick
Young queens, stay down for your young king
A young boy with dumb girls do dumb things
Know the difference
Cause some niggas want one thing
And some boys ain't really down
For that love thing it's all good
A relation isn't everything
You fall in love and all you're
Focused on is wedding rings
But girl you're young
You should be focusing on better things
But if it's real
Then lets just hope it's a forever thing
On everything young love is a druggie love
Adults laughing at you
Telling you it's puppy love
They think it's cute
Not knowing how it could suck you up
But if it isn't real then tell me
How it always fucks me up? How it alwaysyeah

Love is like magic
First you see it and then it disappears
It's like
What I got to do to be appreciated?
Steady giving love that ain't reciprocated
I feel like I'm the best
But I'm so underrated but fuck it all
Know what I'm saying?

So much for the love that
I should have been given
Still hard and my heads still spinning
I should've known from the very beginning
You ain't shit but don't worry about me
Cause I'm out here living
It's all good, baby no hard feelings
Lost you but I ended up winning
I'm so legit
And now somebody else is sleeping in my bed
Doing all the things you never, ever did
It's amazing, so amazing
What comes when you just stop chasing
And he's everything you never could've been
Hard to think of you, too busy loving him
It's amazing, so amazing
What comes when the love's not weighing down
Down, down

Down down
Down