Like Pacific - Rest In The Dirt lyrics

I'm bordering the line between conversation and silence
I've never been so on display, no sense in tryna hide it
Walk away from all of you to show myself what I can prove
Death before you was all that I could confide in

(Do I throw it all away?)

Who will listen when I'm all out of words?
And who will cry when I'm leaving this earth?
Is it different if I pray before it ends?
Am I destined to rest in the dirt?

I've never tried, I've always lied just so I could be different
I wanted to but because of you, I'm alive and I'm trying

(Do it throw it all away?)
(Or live another day?)

Who will listen when I'm all out of words?
And who will cry when I'm leaving this Earth?
Is it different if I pray before it ends?
Am I destined to rest in the dirt?

If you listen, you can hear that it hurts (If you're listening)
It's safe to say that I'm doing much worse (It's safe to say, it's safe to say)
A vacancy, another voice goes unheard
Who will listen when I'm all out of words?