Locksmith, Rebecca Nobel - Boxes lyrics

I'd rather be with you, you already know
I want to see it through but I'm letting go
I know you feel it too, I'm ready
Said it was forever what you
Thought id forget it? Baby

And it's like you the only
Person I'm honest with
The only one I've ever kept a promise with
The only time I ever let some drama slip
Is when we first started you caught it
I acknowledged it
You said you wanted change I
Let you switch the plan
You said you hated games I
Left you in command
You said you needed space
I gave you space a moth later I see
You with this new nigga on instagram ohhh
And it's funny how you held us
To a standard then said it
Was random when I questioned you
On if you planned it
And since were being candid, I'm not
Stressing over that but, you alive
You said him and I never overlapped
I'm not trying to close the gap
And I'm not trying to
Hold you back but, I deserve
To hear the truth
If you a friend award me that
Trying to take your story back, but
It's promises that were spread
Trying to find the words when there's
Nothing left to be said

Why? why? why hold? Why hold
On? I know, I know, gotta let you go
I'd rather be with you, you already know
I want to see it through but I'm letting go
I know you feel it too, I'm ready
Said it was forever
What you thought I'd forget it? Baby
I know I know, I know I know, I Know I
Know, I know I know, I know I know
I know I know said it was forever what
You thought I'd forget it? but

And I know you fell it
Too that's why you calling
Yet every time we speak you said
It was my fault for stalling
And even though we caught in this levy
That's unsteady we agreed to take a leave
Cause neither of us were ever ready
And petty things inside
It hurt my pride i admit it i can't be
With other girls and expect
You to stay committed
But it didn't sink in cause right
Then i couldn't see this when
I heard you did it first it
Ripped my ego to pieces
And piece of me is peacefully
Moved on but I'm cautious
Cause all you left me with is
A living room full of boxes
And I can't even see how
You can't consider this
Thoughtless, how you can leave
Me to these memories, i'm a hostage
And I use to blame myself for not stepping up
When you needed me but now I see it
Clear you had other plans that
Exceeded me seems to
Me that this thing we had is broken
Trying to find the words when there's
None left to be spoken

Why? why? why hold? Why hold
On? I know, I know, gotta let you go
I'd rather be with you, you already know
I want to see it through but I'm letting go
I know you feel it too, I'm ready
Said it was forever
What you thought I'd forget it? Baby
I know I know, I know I know, I Know I
Know, I know I know, I know I know
I know I know said it was forever what
You thought I'd forget it? but