Locksmith - Mad World lyrics

What am I supposed to feel? If you can
Tell it than let it be known
I'm trying to cope with my
Emotions and sever what's gone
I think back to when Jeremy Jack died
And I looked in his mother's eyes
And I could still hear Beverly moan
That was the first time
Seein' my father cryin'
Lightning struck twice on the night
That they murdered Brian
My only blessin' was followin' Mama's lessons
And I can hear her screamin' down 'Baby
You better be strong!' good advice bubble
But, it's only so long that I can go on
Before I do find trouble
Or trouble finds me, feel like I'm dreamin'
I gotta deal with these Demons
Tell 'em 'Devil you better be gone!'
And find another home am
I neglecting my family?
I contemplate on whether I
Did my brother wrong or did my sisters bad
Because we had different Dads
In this up world, tryin' to weather the storm

So tell me whatchu waitin' on
Whatchu lookin' for
Whatchu plan to take along
I can only deal with so much pain
I fucked around and got stuck in the rain
Will I make it home?

So tell me whatchu waitin' on
Whatchu lookin' for
Whatchu plan to take along
I can only deal with so much pain
I fucked around and got stuck in the rain

I never smoked weed or drank alcohol
To stress I'm a factor
Does that discredit my talent
Make me less of a rapper?
I'm less appealin' unless I'm
Peelin' some rollin' paper
Or would it show I had swag
Would it motivate ya?
To want to buy an album
I'm feelin' this lies bitter
Cause when you get some money
You tryin' to get high, swisher
When shit change
Then people chase after fame
And haters think I'm to blame
But I feel a different vibe nigga
I'm not immune to the
Sinnin and seein' shrugs
But, I gotta stop fallin' for
Women I meet in clubs
And I know I'm in no moral
Position to be a judge
But, I never thought expressin' my
Feelings could be a drug
I can't, keep goin' on like I'm goin' on
Cryin', complainin' none of these women
I've moved forward on and it's so annoyin'
I'm tryin' to get back with my last girl
I'm stuck in this mad world

So tell me whatchu waitin' on
Whatchu lookin' for
Whatchu plan to take along
I can only deal with so much pain
I fucked around and got stuck in the rain
Will I make it home?

So tell me whatchu waitin' on
Whatchu lookin' for
Whatchu plan to take along
I can only deal with so much pain
I around and got stuck in the rain

Okay, lately I've been feelin' like
I'm wasting my time like there's
Nothing here to occupy the space in my mind
Except the empty void, nothing can feel
Nothing fulfills
What's lackin' except rappin', see
Nothing is real
I said some things about a rapper
I spit in a harsh rhyme
Not to say I take it back
Can't cover a crossed line
But when he lost his mother
I thought it was all fine
Couldn't understand his pain until
After I lost mine
How, ironic a situation can become
And why is it I've never met
A woman I can reach some
Sort of understandin'
The more demandin' they get
The more I push 'em away
The more they think I'm a dick lord
Is it me? Will I ever see the lights?
Ski told me a pretty woman
Equals misery for life
Now I'm thinkin' he was right
Addicted to bad girls, until I give 'em up
I'm stuck in this, Mad World

So tell me whatchu waitin' on
Whatchu lookin' for
Whatchu plan to take along
I can only deal with so much pain
I fucked around and got stuck in the rain
Will I make it home?

So tell me whatchu waitin' on
Whatchu lookin' for
Whatchu plan to take along
I can only deal with so much pain
I fucked around and got stuck in the rain