Locksmith, Jarell Perry - Much More (The Green Box) lyrics

In a moment's notice I noticed
This hopelessness beneath me discreetly
Put it
All in focus see it's woven deeply indeed we
Never see ourselves as others do or
Discover you might've not turned out as the
Person some would view it's a
Struggle too but
I think uniquely it's a enough chew
When they you as a
Youth they couldn't reach me like a public
School with a substitute when it's
Nothing new to teach me but
I suffered through what they
Substitute and the
Lack of truth they feed me but
I must desert the data how do i deserve this
Favor? When I found my purpose greater how
The my cousin beat cancer just
To get murdered later you can't define this
Logic inside of mine I lodged it
Designed and confined in the projects no sign
Of a dime or prospects and they
Say I need to keep my mouth closed but
I grew up in a mother mouse hole
I used to think that my talent would set me
Free til I saw myself from the view
That an outsider would see
It's much more than these outsiders can see
I look inside and it's even bigger than me
It's much more than these outsiders can see
I look inside and it's even bigger than me

And I can barely keep my eyes open i
Project success but deep inside broken i
Used to think that this industry was for me
Til I saw the game from the view
That an insider would see and I could never
Turn my back but I'm in this
Disguise under the pretense that
We tense goodbye
To my mother and we when she
Did pass my family did crash i kept busy
But never took my time to recover
Yeah and it's no planning for that I swear
To gawd I just had my first panic
Attack plus I'm in shock when I got to
My inbox and see these thirsty ass
Niggas that's demanding I'm rap what type
Planning is that what type of
Strategy goes when you find yourself under
Pressure and your insanity grows
And you see fantasy froze and you see your
Plan B is throwed and it ain't nobody
Else to lean on now you trapped in the cold

It's much more than these outsiders can know
I look inside and it's even starting to grow
It's much more than these outsiders can know
I look inside and it's even starting to grow