Lovejoy - Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy lyrics
Lovejoy [Brighton, England]
[Lovejoy - Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy lyrics]
Thought cycle gusty a mind
Filled with hot air
Must I care for nothing more than myself?
Do I dare admit the fraught thoughts
Cavorting, resorting in
Inner-directed mourning
For the part of me that was
Selfless but left without a warning
Well that’s what I said, but maybe
It’s the fact that I detest
This obsession with myself that leaves
A mess inside my head
Oh shit, I’m doing it again
Repelling any potential friend, revealing my
Innate ability to never fully comprehend
Anything bigger than myself
But in the end I still pretend
Condescend anyone polite enough to choose to
Misspend their time watching me achieve
My secret social mission
To drain people with my
Boring stories and opinions
To see the bigger picture
Takes intelligence and wisdom
But, I won’t see nothing with
Just myself in my vision
I go outside, a blitz of faces unwilling
To confess to any empathy, endlessly
Incessantly declining any pleasantries
Heavily breathing, I'm socially teething
I’m open like a vivisection
Intense tendency to dwell
Seething over missed connections
Infected by my
Perception that I’m a non-entity
Project my insecurity until
Intensity is weaponry
Grieving a heavenly fiction I perceived
While I was dreaming awake!
Freezing, wheezing
Fundamentally I’m still believing that
This is an elegy for concepts
I conceived in deep sleep
And I helplessly watch them fade as I
Awake -I try and keep them alive
Incomparable with life but
Eventually they die
And the brain I used to cultivate
Reveals my lovers were a lie
But when inside my mind I find
A way to replicate reality
Through lucid dreaming I decimate limitations
Of actuality capacity's practically eternal
Mortality's external no God
But, I investigate the blasphemous
Worship of the nocturnal
Internally existing without morality creates
Profanities without the travesty
And compared to the apathy of realness
I reveal my own insanity
The majesty of fantasy protects
Me from tragedy
Normalities affect trajectory your
Agony of rationality
Which thankfully penetrates with no
Avail to my unreality
It's an elaborately designed
Privately owned spiral galaxy
Financially I’m failing
Naturally I'm decaying
Soon I’ll have no safe space to sleep
If these bills still need paying
Displaying cravings with open eyes
For something mind-expanding
For when I drift away I
See the totality of understanding
Filled with hot air
Must I care for nothing more than myself?
Do I dare admit the fraught thoughts
Cavorting, resorting in
Inner-directed mourning
For the part of me that was
Selfless but left without a warning
Well that’s what I said, but maybe
It’s the fact that I detest
This obsession with myself that leaves
A mess inside my head
Oh shit, I’m doing it again
Repelling any potential friend, revealing my
Innate ability to never fully comprehend
Anything bigger than myself
But in the end I still pretend
Condescend anyone polite enough to choose to
Misspend their time watching me achieve
My secret social mission
To drain people with my
Boring stories and opinions
To see the bigger picture
Takes intelligence and wisdom
But, I won’t see nothing with
Just myself in my vision
I go outside, a blitz of faces unwilling
To confess to any empathy, endlessly
Incessantly declining any pleasantries
Heavily breathing, I'm socially teething
I’m open like a vivisection
Intense tendency to dwell
Seething over missed connections
Infected by my
Perception that I’m a non-entity
Project my insecurity until
Intensity is weaponry
Grieving a heavenly fiction I perceived
While I was dreaming awake!
Freezing, wheezing
Fundamentally I’m still believing that
This is an elegy for concepts
I conceived in deep sleep
And I helplessly watch them fade as I
Awake -I try and keep them alive
Incomparable with life but
Eventually they die
And the brain I used to cultivate
Reveals my lovers were a lie
But when inside my mind I find
A way to replicate reality
Through lucid dreaming I decimate limitations
Of actuality capacity's practically eternal
Mortality's external no God
But, I investigate the blasphemous
Worship of the nocturnal
Internally existing without morality creates
Profanities without the travesty
And compared to the apathy of realness
I reveal my own insanity
The majesty of fantasy protects
Me from tragedy
Normalities affect trajectory your
Agony of rationality
Which thankfully penetrates with no
Avail to my unreality
It's an elaborately designed
Privately owned spiral galaxy
Financially I’m failing
Naturally I'm decaying
Soon I’ll have no safe space to sleep
If these bills still need paying
Displaying cravings with open eyes
For something mind-expanding
For when I drift away I
See the totality of understanding