Loveless, sendflowrs, Svnam. - Bearer lyrics

I wish I could say it's the first time
Doesn't feel right just to leave
You in the dark i'm sorry for everything

I wish I could say it's the first time
Doesn't feel right just to leave
You in the dark i'm sorry for everything
I couldn't bear this weight you put on me
Sorry for everything
It's getting darker in my head
It's getting darker & darker
I couldn't bear this weight you put on me
I'm sorry for everything

I know what words to say
I know how to make you sad
I know what cards you play
You don’t need to show your hand
You say "we all make mistakes"
But I've never made one this bad
I'm gonna fall at this pace
I need you to undеrstand
So I’ll throw away the key, girl
If it keeps you at bay
'Cause I know that I won’t makе it
If it’s not you and me
Yeah, and you know I’ve done some bad things
Just please don’t judge me
So I guess that you’re the bearer
The bearer, and my queen

I wish I could say it's the first time
Doesn't feel right just to leave
You in the dark i'm sorry for everything
I couldn't bear this weight you put on me
Sorry for everything
It's getting darker in my head
It's getting darker & darker
I couldn't bear this weight you put on me
I'm sorry for everything

It's getting darker in my head
I wish I could say it's the first time
Doesn't feel right just to leave
You in the dark i'm sorry for everything
It's getting darker in my head
I wish I could say it's the first time
Doesn't feel right just to leave
You in the dark i'm sorry for everything
I couldn't bear this weight you put on me
Sorry for everything