Lucy Deakin - How am i supposed to lyrics

So anyway i tried my best
Guess I won’t get you to stay
Started off strong gone by the credit's

I kinda hate my DNA is part of you
I forget I grew up without you
I’m freaking out there’s a monster in my room
And where are you?

How am I supposed to be the way I used to
When I‘ve not got it figured out
And everyone who loves you
Only disappoints you
And I just can’t go on without
And I wish that I could tell you
But everything has turned out wrong
How am I supposed to be the way I used to
When I‘ve not got it figured out

Me and my friends say we don’t lie
Guess we’re all liars

We all pretend to leave are phones on
So we go viral

Make it seem like we’re fine on the outside
It’s a shame we can’t lie in daylight
24’s creeping up in my eyeline
And where are you?

How am I supposed to be the way I used to
When I‘ve not got it figured out
And everyone who loves you
Only disappoints you
And I just can’t go on without
And I wish that I could tell you
But everything has turned out wrong
How am I supposed to be the way I used to
When I‘ve not got it figured out

I lie, sometimes say I
Don’t need you long nights, sunrise
Wish I could see you
I lie, sometimes say I
Don’t need you long nights, sunrise
Wish I could see you

How am I supposed to be the way I used to
When I‘ve not got it figured out
And everyone who loves you
Only disappoints you
And I just can’t go on without

How am I supposed to be the way I used to
When I‘ve not got it figured out
And everyone who loves you
Only disappoints you
And I just can’t go on without
And I wish that I could tell you
But everything has turned out wrong
How am I supposed to be the way I used to
When I’ve not got it figured out

Been in your head all night
I’ve been in your head all this time
Been in your head all this time