Machine Gun Kelly - Lead You On lyrics

Twice I turned my back on you (Back on you)
I fell flat on my face but didn't lose
(But didn't lose) was it the blue light
(Was it the blue light)
Gone fragile? (Gone fragile)
Was it above the man? (Man)
In wonder, steady going under
(Steady going under)

Tell them drain the pool I'm sinking fast
Come and save my life before it pass
Scratching at the surface but the
Bottom's where I'm at
Only place my addiction will tell me
That I'm free at last
So why the fuck you playing with
My head? I said I'm done
Any and everything I had is
Gone I said you won
You promised that we'd only be together
For a minute then we finish
But my life is passed another year why
The fuck is you in it
Bitch, I gave up everything for
You even my house
Now I'm begging on a nightly basis
To sleep on the couch
My counselor said I need to find
A way to block the pain
I told him it was already too late she
Is in my veins and he said
Tell me what led you on, I'd love to know

Well, it's just that
When I felt her the first time I flew
Nobody gives me the high that she do
See, we fight all the time and
She leaves bruises on my arms
But the way she makes me feel inside
That girl can do no wrong
Now all my family hates me since
I started fuckin' with her
And all my friends done left me 'cause
They jealous that I'm wit' her
I try to break it off but she
Gets me back with the feel
After everything she did why the fuck
Do I love that needle? Please help me

Twice I turned my back on you (Back on you)
I fell flat on my face but didn't lose
(But didn't lose)

Look, this love's killing me, literally
Every time I start to pick you up
You finish me used to love waking up in
The mornings and feeling you
Now I'm just ashamed wearin
Long sleeves concealing you
Bitch you wasn't shit
How the fuck could you do this?
Now my fucking life is ruined
I'ma kill you bitch I'll do it so I
Tie it up, stick that shit up in my skin
And overdose on your love
So I can't have it again, uh ugh, uh uh