Machine Gun Kelly, Naomi Wild - Taurus lyrics

I seek you out, flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive

I didn't leave a letter on
My desk saying "goodbye"
People think I left even
Though I'm still here
Pressure made it's way through my chest to
My heart like a spark does
Fireworks on the new year
Burning me alive life imitates art
There are flames on my
Arms tattooed right here
Bury me alive disappear underground
Where they found
Me before I ever had this career, mmm

I seek you out, flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour

I'm staring at a diamond knowing
That they are forever
Even if my body isn't still
Around to wear 'em
Seats are only full at funerals
And not the weddings
Only vows I made the other
Person couldn't share 'em
Know that I'm a monster like
The one under the bedding
Afraid of having kids
I'm scared I'll be just like my parents
These were my decisions now this
Cross I gotta wear it
Self-inflicting these incisions, here I can
No longer bear it, uh

I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain

Look, I'm sick of sitting inside of this
Room 'cause every thought I got's negative
I'm sick of not being able to sleep
And relying only on a sedative
I'm sick of hearing another voice telling me
What to do in my head again
Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but
I know he's real if I said he is
Fighting with myself so I can't
Help that I'm competitive (yeah)
This movie is my life but
I still remain uncredited (Uh)
I don't care how big I get
I still remain unedited
I built this from the ground up
Y'all just living it
Long hair, don't care I'm not trimming it
(Ey) fuck vanity
Caught up in an image made by the internet
My insanity's imminent (Uh)
All sharks I'm swimming with (Uh)
What's hell, I've been in it
My happiness is bankrupt but
My credit card's unlimited (Uh)
I seek (Fuck) you (yeah) out
Find you just to remind you
That when you're born an anomaly
Nowadays it's probably gonna be
Harder to find you
Don't leave the past behind you
Don't forget all of the fans who ride
Go back and open up the catalog to
My first songs that rewind you
(Uh) Remember the things that
Drive you (yeah)
Remember the feeling of being alone in
A home as a kid
Every night with this trauma but
Having nobody to cry to
Growing up and having trust issues now
To everyone I say bye to
Looking up at the sky I found

A destination to fly to oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh