Madi Sipes, The Painted Blue - Evergreen lyrics

Outside the glass, it's always wintertime
Lived a thousand lives in this room of mine
Keep searchin', keep searchin'
Keep searchin' for that evergreen
I misplaced pleasure in little things

At the party, I'm dancin', and my body
It moves we talk for an hour
But my grip on what you were saying was loose
And I've been here before
But why don't it feel the same?
I go through the motions
All my emotions get in the way

Caught up in a different language
Is there someone to translate it?
Hmm, the darknеss is persuading
Tell me you undеrstand

Been a while since I've had company
A thousand people in the room with me

At the party, I'm dancin', and my body
It moves we talk for an hour
But my grip on what you were saying was loose
And I've been here before
But why don't it feel the same?
I go through the motions
All my emotions get in the way

Caught up in a different language
Is there someone to translate it?
Hmm, the darkness is persuading
Tell me you understand