Mag.Lo - WAYS OF A TAINTED EARTH lyrics

It's happening again staring at The face
Nothing really makes sense
It's happening again
Skirt by spikes like the 8th Mega Man
Trapped in a bubble on my way
To the clouds and my friends (Ready up)
Pew! Storm the skies till dawn
Sunlight no match against the horizon
They be sayin' I was meant to vibrant
But I feel so grayscale when I look online
And I feel grayscale
When I think how I was spoiled
With a pocket of time
Where I could run innocent
And laugh at the meaningless
With no cognitive dissonance (Ooh ooh)
Fresh ear sеnsitive to the sibilance
I don't know if this
Is sadnеss or indifference
But the daylight sounds like a
Cymbal when it hit's

When I'm outside I'm like "what
The fuck is going on?"
When I'm inside most times it's worse
But I'm paralyzed by the ways
Of a tainted earth (Ah, Oh)
Its all in my head
Sometimes I cry like "what the
Fuck is going on?"
When I hold it in, each crash is worse
But I'm paralyzed by the ways
Of a tainted earth

Is it all in my head?